#2 Chapter 87
Chapter 87.
It was still in the night in the Black Hood pack, Carl was still in the room with Luna and they both were sitting silently in their different thoughts until Luna came into a conclusion.
“I’m sorry Carl, I can’t go with you.” She told him and removed her hand from his, he then decided to stop himself from holding her hand again.
Not like Luna was thinking of who to choose between Carl and Damien, she was only thinking of the perfect way to turn down Carl’s offer. She wouldn’t have had any issue with following Carl back to his pack if he had come to her before she got used to Damien and then, she didn’t wanted to be separated from Damien.
“What?! I don’t understand, you are my mate Luna, you can’t live completely without me by your side and same goes with me.” Carl said. He wasn’t expecting Luna to turn him down yet again, and to think of going back to the pack house without her really sent some chills down his spine.
“I don’t want to leave here, I love it here.” Luna replied him, she didn’t wanted to include Damien in her speech, so that Carl won’t be feeling really bad.
“But why? I bet you always wish I find you when you were in the human world, and I would have gladly had if you didn’t hide so well. I have been looking around for you and I know you waited too but just when I found you, you are saying that you don’t want me anymore. Why? What changes?” Carl asked her soberly.
“I don’t know that I will fall in love with him, I don’t know that I will be willing to spend the rest of my life with him but he made me and I love it, I’m having nothing to regret.” Luna finally said.
“You just said that you love him Luna, who do you love? Cause I’m right here and you should love only me since I’m your mate!” Carl said to her almost in a yell, he was already getting pissed off.
“I love Damien. I love him so much and he is now my mate. For the first time in my life, the moon goddess is merciful to me and she gave me a second chance real mate and that is Damien, you are just my ‘by chance’ mate, one that was supposed to help me in my early life of suffering but she is good to me and gave me Damien. If you haven’t rejected nor neglected me on that day you found out about me being your mate, I wouldn’t have met Damien. I was so down and devastated that day and I ran from the pack house to the bar down the street and no one really cared, I got drunk and found myself among the horny wolves but still no one was there, not even my so called mate…..”
“I was still confused then, I was in my room thinking.” Carl cut her short.Text © by N0ve/lDrama.Org.
“Do I look like I care about where you were or what you were doing? Its better you listen now.” Luna asked Carl calmly but with a glare and he bowed his head in shame, refusing to replied her.
Luna continued when she saw that he wasn’t ready to reply her, “So after finding myself among the horny wolves and saw that nobody came to my rescue, I dashed into the woods to keep myself safe but I met him and I know immediately that he is my new mate because I found myself calling him that and he reacted to my touch and we got the intimate done. Now tell me, am I suppose to leave him and go with you?” She questioned Carl but her was silence.
“If you have no answer to my question then shut up and allow me to live my life now that I’m at peace with him.” Luna said with a snap. She was trying hard to keep her anger and pain at bay but he was making it impossible.
She thought, “When I was suffering and was praying earnestly for someone to rescue me, he wasn’t there but now, when I’m already happy with someone I love, he wants to take me away from him? Who does that?”
“I’m sorry, there is nothing I can say to you than to tell you how sorry I am, I don’t know that you went through all those things and I don’t know that you are already in love with Damien. I’m sorry that I have to make you to remember everything you must have been trying to forget.” Carl apologized. “We lost her to him already but I’m glad she will be happy with him.” He thought sadly, he was almost in tears.
“Its perfectly okay, I understand. Don’t worry Carl, the moon goddess will be merciful to you too and give you a better mate.” Luna gave him a smile as she told him.
“I will put that in mind.” He replied, his voice cracking a little, he was really hurt but there was nothing he can do than to allow her to be happy with Damien.
“You will be fine, I’m sure of that, anyways, you should start going, its almost morning and I haven’t have the time to sleep. Please leave and help me to close the door behind you.” Luna said and laid back on her bed, putting their conversation into a stop.
“If you need anything Luna, just call me and I will come running, anything at all, even something that Damien cannot do for you, all you have to do is to call me.” Carl told her seriously and stood up from her bed.
“Okay I will, thank you.” She said to him but thought within, “Is there anything that Damien cannot do for me? The answer should be no, not a single thing, then I won’t be needing Carl anytime soon.”
“I’m leaving.” Carl said and headed for the door. “Good night.” He wished her and left her room without waiting for her reply.
“We lose her for good and it hurts damn much!” Carl said to Carlton and it growl in his head and Carl’s face soon became wet with tears.