Episode One Hundred
Gretchen’s [POV]
I didn’t know why I was inviting Christian inside. The date had been great, and I still had Mina’s, and Mrs. Harris’, words in the back of my mind. Just have fun with it.
I knew there was nothing wrong with this, but at the same time, I wasn’t the kind of girl to have sex with a dude after only a couple of dates. I should be holding out, out of respect for myself. Or something like that.
But at the same time, with his hands tracing hot lines down my curves, I couldn’t seem to pull away from him.
“Are you sure about this?” He was sweet enough to ask as we tumbled through the front door.
I shook my head. “No,” I told him honestly. “Not at all.”
Surprisingly, that made Christian pause. “Maybe we should-”
“No,” I said, already desperate for the feeling of his leg in between mine. I could only imagine what it would feel like to have his fingers touching my mound. I blushed at the very thought of it.
Christian smiled down at me, brushing my hair back. “You’re beautiful,” he said seriously.
I laughed nervously, ducking my head a little. “You say that to all your girls?”
Christian frowned. “Look, I know my reputation precedes me, but I’m not everything you think I am.”
“Sorry,” I said. “I imagine it must be difficult being you. Knowing that everyone knows all your business.” I trailed, wondering why I was saying this, now of all times. Was I actively trying to make sure we didn’t end up having sex?
But Christian smiled at me again. “Yeah,” he agreed. “It is a bit difficult. But all the same, I have a pretty awesome life. Especially when it means that I can treat a sexy girl like you to dinner.”
And there we were, back around to the sex thing. I could almost sigh with relief as he leaned back in, kissing a heated trail along my jawline and down the line of my throat. I tilted my head back to give him better access, needing more, and he complied, licking and sucking at the delicate skin there, sending heat pooling between my legs.
Christian’s arms came around me, and he scooped me up, pressing me back against the wall. I wrapped my legs around his waist, groaning at the feeling of his erection already straining to be free of his jeans.
“Bed,” I gasped out between kisses, squirming a little so that he would set me down. There were too many layers of clothing between us, but I knew that if we started stripping off here, we’d probably never make it to the bed before we coupled.
“Where is it?” Christian asked, though, beginning to carry me upstairs, making me giggle.
“Those muscles aren’t just for show?” I asked teasingly. I nodded my head toward the room on the left. “It’s in there.”
“Good,” Christian growled, his voice gone husky with lust.
He nudged open the door with his foot and brought me inside, tossing me gently down onto the bed and then crawling on top of me. He slid his fingers under my shirt and pulled it off over my head. Then, he groaned softly and stroked a hand over the black, lacy bra that I’d put on even though I hadn’t expected that we would end up here together at the end of the night. It had been meant to make me feel confident and sexy for the date, but it was nice to see his appreciation of it as well.
Still, he didn’t leave it on for very long, reaching expertly around behind me and unhooking the clasp. I suddenly realized that here I was, half-naked already, and I hadn’t even got his shirt off yet. I reached for his buttons, clumsily beginning to undo them, and Christian pulled away, moving to stand next to the bed.
“Strip,” he said, doing just that himself. He winked at me. “Easier this way.”Copyright Nôv/el/Dra/ma.Org.
I laughed and slid my skirt off, pausing with my hands on my panties. I bit my lower lip, feeling a bit of uncertainty again.
“Hey,” Christian said, crawling back onto the bed in just his boxers and covering my body with his own. “We won’t do anything that you don’t want to do,” he told me firmly.
I gasped and rocked my hips toward his as his erection slotted between my legs, pressing against me with only those two flimsy layers of fabric between us. “Please,” I whimpered. “I want this.”
Christian’s response to that was to kiss me again, nipping at my lower lip so that I would allow him to slip his tongue into my mouth. Slowly, his hands traced their way down my sides, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake. Then, he began to follow that same path with his mouth, pausing for a moment to place kisses on each nipple, making me arch and squirm against the sheets.
He grinned up at me for a moment and then moved his mouth lower, kissing past my navel and finally coming to rest between my legs. He placed a soft kiss on the front of my panties, grazing his teeth lightly across my clit. I gasped again, tangling my fingers in his hair.
He reached up and slipped his fingers into the waistband of my panties, drawing them down off me in one fluid motion. Then, he continued to trail kisses across my skin, tasting the smooth folds between my legs and then carefully stabbing his tongue inside of me. At that, I practically writhed.
“Please,” I managed, the sound more of a broken sob than anything else.
Christian smirked devilishly at me and then moved his way back up my body, aligning his thick erection against my entrance and pushing slowly inside. I sighed softly once he was fully seated inside of me, feeling better than I had in a while. Christian smiled and pressed a soft kiss into my shoulder. Then, he began to move his hips, rocking them steadily, giving me short little thrusts that hit at exactly the places that I needed to feel him.
As he thrust into me, he continued to tease his hands across my skin, tracing lightly enough that it was just on this side of tickling me. I whimpered, tangling my fingers in the sheets and feeling as though at any moment, I might fly apart into a million pieces.
“Come for me,” Christian whispered roughly into my ear, and I cried out as I did just that.
Christian groaned and continued to use me mercilessly, driving me through my orgasm and leaving me gasping for air, clinging to him. But his rhythm soon faltered, hips stuttering, and I could tell from his expression that he was coming in wave after wave of pleasure as well.
He collapsed against me, a comfortable weight, and then he rolled off to the side, dragging me over and into his arms and kissing my hair.
“Fuck,” he said. “That was incredible.” He rubbed his hand down my arm. Then, he laughed a little. “That was the fastest I’ve come in a long time,” he admitted.
I blushed a little, suddenly remembering all the other girls that he had been with. Remembering that this wasn’t special for him in the way that it was for me. And sure, maybe he hadn’t come that fast in a while, but that didn’t mean that the sex had been particularly mind-blowing.
I knew I shouldn’t be thinking about it, but I had to wonder where I stacked up against the rest of them. And I hated thinking like that.
I rolled away from him, looking back over at him and biting my lower lip. “You didn’t strike me as the kind of guy who wants to cuddle after sex,” I told him. That was true.
Christian winced. “I don’t always,” he told me. “But, are you asking me to leave?”
I shrugged a little, trying to pretend that this didn’t matter, that none of this had mattered. Because I knew that must be how he was viewing this situation. I slipped out of bed, unable to stand it anymore. “I have work early tomorrow morning,” I told him, faking a yawn as I scooped up my discarded panties and pulled them back on. I put my hair up in a ponytail and went over to my dresser, digging out a shirt to sleep in.
“Okay,” Christian said slowly, getting out of bed as well and beginning to put his clothes back on. He seemed uncertain, as though he didn’t know this part of the routine, and maybe he didn’t. Maybe the stories weren’t to be believed, and maybe he did spend the night normally.
More likely, he’d just always been the one kicking the girl out, rather than the other way around.
I tried to ignore the unhappy feeling in my stomach and the way my mind was telling me that if he had been willing to stay, why couldn’t I just accept that?
“I think we shouldn’t see one another again,” I told him as he finished buttoning up his shirt. I couldn’t quite look at him as I said that, and I hoped he would get out of there before I started crying. I wanted this, but I couldn’t keep doing this to myself if I knew that I was never going to be anything more than just another fuck for him.
Christian paused, staring at me for a long moment as though he might understand me better if he just thought about it long enough. But finally, he shook his head. “Yeah, fine,” he said in a clipped tone, nodding at me.
Without another word, he walked out, shutting the door with some finality behind him.
I breathed out a slow breath and then crawled into bed, pulling a pillow against my chest.