Chapter 1490 Side Story of Fillip and Lucy, heartache
“The patient is out of life threatening condition, but …”
“But what?!”
Fillip was so nervous that his heart was almost bursting out of his chest, and when he saw that the doctor just kept sighing and didn’t say anything, he was even more anxious and almost went crazy.
Just as he was about to break down and go crazy, he heard the doctor speak with regret, “But with this haemorrhage, her uterus is severely damaged, so I’m afraid she won’t be able to have any more children in the future.”
Fillip’s heart ached violently and his legs went limp. Had Andrew not stepped forward quickly to hold him up, he would have fallen to the ground.
He killed their child for Regina, he cruelly killed their child, so God punished him, they can’t even have any more children afterwards.
Fillip covered his face in pain, all the mistakes were made by him.
He should be punished.
Why, it was her body that was damaged and her chance to be a mother that was lost forever …
“Lucy, I’m sorry, I’m sorry …”
Fillip murmured to Lucy over and over again, in his last life, in this life, he had wronged her, even if he said he was sorry for a lifetime, he could not make up for the mistake he had made.
But even though he had made an unforgivable mistake, he still did not want to let go, he wanted to clutch her hand tightly.
“Lucy, I’m sorry, I can live without children, but I can’t live without you, I can’t live without you …”
Lucy had a long, long dream.
In her dream, it was as if she had experienced a lifetime.
She dreams that, as a young girl, she fell wholeheartedly in love with a man called Fillip because of a chocolate.
She was twenty years old when she married him with great joy.
She was kind to him from the bottom of her heart, so cold in nature, she was always smiling and pleasing in front of him.
But his heart was too cold, and she had not been able to warm his heart all her life.
She had always wanted him to hug her.
But until she died, she never received a heartfelt hug from him.
She died at the age of twenty-five, of uterine cancer, and the night she died, he was beside the woman he loved most, Regina.
She wanted to hear his voice one last time, but to her surprise, when she dialed the number, all she heard was Regina’s uncontrollable scream.
When she falls in love with someone, her heart seems to be obsessed, always dreaming that he will look at her one more time.
After making that call, she realised that, for the rest of her life, his eyes had never, ever fallen on her.
Her humble ingratiation, her deliberate pestering, was just more annoying to him.
So she wrote a few words before she died, despite the pain she endured.
She wished him and Regina a long life together, she did not want to be buried with him.
The love of three people is too crowded, when she was alive, three people entangled, which was already half a life of pain, and when she died, if she forced to interfere between them again, it was just to continue to make a fool of herself!
However, she didn’t dream of what happened after she died, and she wondered if he followed her dying wish to be buried next to her mother’s grave.
This long dream is her ridiculous past life.
Lucy opened her eyes, expecting the ward to be empty and half-alive as it had been in her previous life, but to her surprise, she saw Fillip beside her bed.
After a dream, when she saw him again, Lucy suddenly did not know how to react.
She could not love or even hate him.
So, let him go.
She had a really bad time in her last life, and all her pestering and not getting his heart was just, well, making him loathe her even more.
It would have been better to divorce him earlier and give him the freedom.
After all, he had always detested this union with all his heart.
“Lucy, you’ve finally woken up!” Seeing Lucy finally open her eyes, Fillip rejoiced to the utmost, his voice was so hoarse that if one listened carefully, one could still hear that there was a distinct choking in his voice.
“Fillip, let’s get a divorce.”
Lucy moved her hand, only to find that her hand was tightly clutched by Fillip.
Lucy’s body stiffened, she really couldn’t believe that he would take the initiative to clutch her hand.
Even, when they were having sex, he never, ever clutched her hand tightly, never, ever hug her.
Like, the warmth of his body, but, in this life, Lucy didn’t want to repeat the same mistake.
Loving him hurts too much, it hurts for a lifetime, it’s enough, she doesn’t want to hurt that way anymore.
With the force of her hand, Lucy tried to pull her hand out of Fillip’s palm.
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Fillip instead clutched her hand tighter, “Lucy, I’m not divorcing you!”
“Lucy, I’m sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn’t have killed our baby by force! And I should not have treated you that badly! Lucy, give me a chance to make it up to you, okay?”
Lucy was wooden, and she looked at Fillip in front of her incredulously, as if she didn’t know him.
Wasn’t he disgusted by her, and did he only have Regina in mind?
How could he suddenly pose to her as if he was very affectionate?
No, he would not have been in love with her. If he had been, he would not have cruelly killed their child, let alone, on the night of her death, stayed in Regina’s bed and made love to her.
If she continues to stay with him, she is bound to suffer his uncontrollable demands again and again, and she cannot escape the fate of developing uterine cancer.
Why bother when she’s sick and he thinks she’s dirty!
Perhaps in her last life, she died alone in that cold villa, her heart was too bitter. In this life, Lucy did not want to die like that, she wanted to live out her glorious life.
“Fillip, let’s get a divorce.”
After a pause, Lucy then spoke, “Fillip, I don’t know why you would suddenly say such words to me.”
“But Fillip, if you were truly guilty, you wouldn’t have killed our child in cold blood! Fillip, I’m really tired of interfering between you and Regina for so many years.”
“I used to think that if I was good to you, you would, one day, fancy me.”
“But now, I seem to understand that even if I die, you will never like me, in your heart, there is only Regina.”
“Fillip, get a divorce, I will tell you father that the divorce is my initiative, so that he won’t force you to go back and inherit the family business, and you can still do fashion design.”
“Fillip, I wish you and Regina a long life together!”
When he heard Lucy say that, Fillip’s heart was already panicked to the extreme, now hearing her say that she wished him and Regina to grow old together, he even felt as if he saw, in his last life, her lying in their big bed, her body gradually turning cold.
No matter how hard he clung to her, her body could not regain its usual warmth.
When he walked through the crematorium, he couldn’t even hug her, he could only take her ashes back and bury them.