Chapter 19 My Little Bear God
Melody seemed very calm, which made me uneasy.
I asked her to come home with me, but somehow, I returned home earlier, perhaps having a premonition.
A premonition that she would avoid me.
I grabbed her wrist, many words were on the tip of my tongue, but I suppressed them tightly.All content © N/.ôvel/Dr/ama.Org.
I wanted to ask her if she still loved me, maybe we…
No more maybes. Since the moment I rejected her, there were no more maybes.
We erupted into an argument in the car. See, I know she still cared about my affair with Sophia.
I was delighted that she still cared about me. If possible, we’d better entangle each other for a lifetime.
No one says “I love you,” but we love each other.
I couldn’t control myself and went to find Melody, but I was afraid she would find out, so I sprinkled some alcohol on my clothes.
If she woke up, I would pretend to be drunk.
If she woke up, I would pretend to be drunk.
But she didn’t wake up, so I kissed her, and I felt it was a gift from her.
I sent her teddy bear God to her side, hoping to let her know that the teddy bear God had always been with her.
That’s good this way, even though we’re not together, she still has the teddy bear.
But Melody actually made a wish to the teddy bear God not to love me anymore.
Although I knew it was just an angry remark, I couldn’t let go of the uneasiness in my heart.
Repeating the same old tricks, every night I went to see her. I was like a pervert, a pervert who couldn’t get love.
Until Patton appeared, breaking the balance I had set.