Chapter 46 Confessions through intimacy
With Daciana close to him, Alpha Connor doesn’t know why but he felt at peace unlike when they first met. He had hurt this female next to him countless times yet, she is the only one that brings him peace.
Knowing that she is only obeying him because she is scared of what he will do if she doesn’t, hurt him even the more. He thought of ways to gain her forgiveness, to make her forget the pain he caused her in the beginning but he couldn’t come up with any good idea. It was as if he couldn’t think of anything, his head became blank and that makes him space out a whole lots of times.
“How about your wounds? Do they still hurt that much?” He asked out of the blue which surprised Daciana.
“No– I mean, just a little” she stuttered and cussed inwardly. Alpha Connor chuckled, she looks cute when she is embarrassed and looking all red. He slowly touch her cheek tenderly before drawing more close to her.
The silhouette that played before Daciana does nothing but baffle her, Alpha Connor showing her affection is all new to her.
“I am glad I gave you my blood, that was the best I could do” he muttered inaudibly but the female in his embrace heard that.
He could have gone for the second option of mating and marking her but she was in pain, Alpha Connor isn’t anywhere near gentle when he is having sex. He might end up hurting her instead of healing her.
“Thank you for saving me, again” she said sincerely. It is the first sentence she have said boldly to him without fear in her heart.
“There’s no need, I know that won’t suffice for everything I have put you through in the past few months. I wish I can take back everything I did, I wish I treated you better and not let my revenge blind me from the fact that you are my mate” Alpha Connor said, he tucked a strand of her hair that fell on her face behind her back.
Daciana’s heart pounded rapidly in her chest, she doesn’t know exactly how she feels at that moment. That’s Alpha Connor’s way of apologizing to her. When he told her that this afternoon, she thought he was just saying that because she isn’t feeling well or because he pitied her but seeing him this serious again made everything seem real.
It doesn’t matter if he says sorry or not, what matters to her is his sincerity. As long as he wouldn’t hurt her anymore, as long as he is ready to accept her, nothing else matters to her. Maybe she could have resented him a little but she couldn’t, she couldn’t do that. It’s doltish but that’s how she is.
She densely love the one that brought her pain the most and the fact that they both are fated to be together by the moon goddess might have added to it. If really he changes towards her, nothing will make her more happier than that.
Since she doesn’t know what to say to him, she chose to keep quiet and just stare at him like a pup who is seeing her mother for the first time.
“What do you want me to do to earn your forgiveness Daciana?” Alpha Connor asked in a light yet serious tone, never breaking contact with her.
“I just want to be treated as your mate and not a slave, I understand I am one but I am also your mate. I want to be accepted by you, I don’t want you to hate me” she repeated those similar words she said to him before now when she was on those herbs.
Without saying anything further, Alpha Connor’s hand traveled on her face down to her stomach. Carefully not to hurt her, he swoop her around and climbed on top of her, sitting directly on her pelvis.
He locked his lips with hers and kissed her sentimentally. Daciana gasped out of shock which gave him the opportunity to slide his tongue in her mouth and kissed her like he is a professional in it.All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.
It took Daciana a while to process what was happening, Alpha Connor is kissing her again and that made her body burn for his touch. Slowly, she started kissing him back as they both devour each other’s lips.
Goosebumps spread all over her body, her cheeks were scarlet red from blush. She doesn’t need him to do too much to make her cheeks red.
Alpha Connor’s hand rubbed her inner thigh while they kiss, until the both of them were out of breath. He broke away from the kiss breathing heavily before placing his mouth on her right neck since the other side is still wounded.
He sucked and nibbled on her neck as wave of electricity flood inside her body. She moaned with her hands flying to his hair.
Alpha Connor slightly pressed her private part which made the female under him moan in ecstasy. His hand speedily moved upwards again, this time it landed on her breast.
He slenderly raised her body from the bed with the purpose of detaching her bra of which he succeeded in doing that. He randomly threw her bra on the floor and teased her nipple while giving it a light squeeze.
He sop her up by taking her left breast into his mouth sucking it just the way he pleases, his plan is to give her so much pleasure, the kind of pleasure that will make her want more and more from him. Even if he loves having beastly and rough sex, he will make sure not to hurt her again.
The sound of skin slapping skin and the smell of their sweats mixed together filled the room, accompanied by Daciana’s moan and Alpha Connor’s slight groans.
As he suck on her left breast, his hand fondle the other making her succumb to him on her own will.
She can’t deny the fact that she loves his touch on her, she is enjoying every bit of what he is doing to her. With her hands in his hair, her lips were slightly paused as she tries to stop herself from moaning which she failed terribly at.
Alpha Connor has lust in his eyes but he controlled it, focusing on giving her pleasure which is his main aim for tonight. He has deprived her of that numerously, it is only right to correct the wrong and the only time he have to do that is now.
His hand wandered down in between her legs, pressing her inner thigh and at the same time, teasing her clit. He stroke it for a long time getting her ready for his foreplay. All this while, his mouth and other hand never left her breast.
Tardily, he tore her dress apart, leaving her clad in only her panties. It took him a few minutes to get rid of her panties exposing her swollen front to him. He slid a finger into her and Daciana squirt all over his hand. She gasped in fear, that has never happened before. Alpha Connor made her relaxed and slowly inserted another finger into her then, he allowed her walls to adjust to it before he began thrusting his fingers into her averagely.
It wasn’t long enough until Daciana became a moaning wad as the pleasure took over her completely. Strangely, her moans turned him on. His manhood bulge in his trouser, getting harder as his fingers ram into her, hitting her G-spot and giving her the luxuriation she deserves.
Her grip on Alpha Connor’s hair tightened, she was unaware of the fact that it was hurting him because of how tight it is.
He felt her walls tightened around his fingers and he let out a muffled groan then increased his pace. It was fast, faster than he was earlier, that also got Daciana screaming in delight. Whatever he is doing to her, she doesn’t want him to stop.
Just like that, Daciana’s orgasm soaked Alpha Connor’s fingers and his hand entirely. Seeing that she relaxed, he brought his fingers out of her, taking them straight into his mouth.
It was hot but that doesn’t make it taste less good. Without wasting time, Alpha Connor took off his shirt and trouser getting himself fully naked before sitting back on her while placing his long and big manhood on her stomach, allowing Daciana to have a view of it.
He was hard, very hard that it looks like it was going to explode on her. Daciana didn’t know where the courage came from, her hand shakily grabbed his manhood as she unconsciously began stroking it while Alpha Connor closed his eyes with a groan.
Her stroke didn’t satisfy him enough, he placed his hand on hers and started stroking it faster, showing her the way she is supposed to please him before leaving her to take over.
“Hmm” he moaned out of gratification, allowing himself to be lost in the pleasure.
Daciana being a fast learner picked up really fast, she was able to do that with her under him. For the first time, he is consenting her to try new things. Never has she gotten so much pleasure like today and seeing Alpha Connor’s eyes closed from her action gladdens her heart.
His moanings sounded like melody to her ears, she wish to listen to it all day. As another moan escaped his lips, Alpha Connor shook his head.
“This won’t do” he muttered to himself, removed Daciana’s hand from his manhood and positioned himself in her entrance.
He wants to be buried deep inside her, reaching his orgasm with just her hand will ruin the fun he wants to have. He entered into her in a dilatory manner, welcomed by her warm walls.
He wouldn’t have forgiven himself if that human had laid his hands on his woman. If he had succeeded in having her, he couldn’t have been able to bear the guilt of that. He could have been mad at himself for not being fast enough and not helping her in time. He is glad he found her before that happened.
At first, Alpha Connor pushed into her slowly but as the seconds pass by, he doubled his pace leaving the both of them moaning in bliss.
Daciana’s hands fell on his back, absentmindedly digging holes into them but Alpha Connor didn’t feel the pain, the pleasure was in complete control. Anything else didn’t matter to him.
He plump into her fast enough to get her screaming loudly, their moans and screams echoed in the room and beyond.
With him inside her, his hand caress her slit, taking her beyond cloud nine. If this is a dream, Daciana doesn’t want this to ever end. This feeling– it seems strange yet, she likes every bit of it. She likes everything about it.
Daciana felt him swell inside her and then, he fasten up again as the bed kept dipping and shaking due to how fast his movements were at the moment until the both of them reached their release.
Relived, Alpha Connor slumped down beside her allowing their naked body get entangled with each other.
He stared at her with a smile on his face then placed his mouth on her ear.
“Does that answer your doubts and curiosity?” He whispered into her ear.