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Chapter 118 Messy Heart



Ava’s heart was suddenly very confused and chaotic, as if there was a beast in her heart, rushing around, unable to find an outlet, Ava wanted to shout viciously, to shout out the indignation in her heart.

Getting off the floor and walking around barefoot on the carpet, having lost sleep, she was eager to go back, back to Blue Whale City, where she wanted to see the current Liam for herself.

When Noah saw that dinner was ready, he gently pushed open the door and saw Ava walking restlessly back and forth, and asked curiously, “Werent you just sleeping? What’s wrong?”

“I want to go back to Blue Whale City, I want to go back now, my heart is on fire, I feel so bad, so bad.” Ava said, and covered her chest.

Noah was startled by this action, and he took a few steps to Ava’s front, looking at Ava’s face with some concern: “What’s wrong? What is it, why are you so pale? Do you feel bad?” Noah’s eyes could not hide the worry.

Ava seems to not know the man in front of him, Noah, who has always been as high and mighty as a king, has anxious eyes, is this him?

Ava stares suspiciously at Noah, who frowns and asks, “Why are you looking at me like that?”

Ava hastily lowered her head and shook her head, “No no, just think you are different from the usual… a little strange.”

Lately, she has been feeling strange because of his actions…

“I’m going to call Cooper and have him come over and take a look at it for you.” Noah said about to go to the den to get the phone.

Ava stopped Noah: “No, I’m just very anxious, probably a normal reaction of pregnant women, I want to go for a walk, can I?”

Noah looked at Ava’s eager gaze, his face tinged with hot red, and he could only step back: “Well, it’s okay to go for a walk, or I’ll keep you company.”

Ava just wants to think about something serious, so naturally she won’t let Noah be around.

Noah saw nothing but her hesitation as he turned and walked out the bedroom door without saying anything.

A moment later, Nancy knocked on the door and came in and said, ” Miss Ava, I heard the gentleman say you want to go for a walk, why don’t you have something to eat first and I’ll walk with you, is that okay?”

Nancy was like a friend to herself, and Ava nodded, which was much more comfortable than being with Noah.

After a few bites, Ava was ready to push her plate away when Noah said coldly, “Eat some more, you can’t feed my baby with that kind of food.”

Ava at first heard Noah let himself eat more, heart some slightly touched, but is the last sentence, showered with a pot of cold water…

Ava shook her head, “I can’t eat anymore, I’ll throw up if I eat more, I’ll eat when I get back later, Nancy, let’s go.”

Nancy is ready to accompany Ava on a walk…

Noah watched as Ava and Nancy walked further and further away, and he suddenly had a very tired feeling. Throwing himself down on the big bed, he suddenly felt a phone under his neck. It was Ava’s.

He opened Ava’s phone and looked at the call log, and at the top was Liam?

He seemed to understand at once why Ava was feeling irritable and frantic to leave the place, all because of this Liam’s phone call!

Is he not good to her? Why, why this, panicking and trying to escape from herself?!

Noah sat up and slammed his phone hard against the wall, scattering it in pieces all over the place.

As if not addicted to the general, Noah stood up, took a box of cigarettes, stood on the balcony, looking at the direction of the creek in the distance, he wanted to run to Ava’s side, asking her, how much more to do?

But he suppressed his anger, suppressed all the questions he wanted to ask.

Light up a cigarette, Noah sat down on the balcony of the wicker chair, looking at the darkness in the distance, once again, feel their own powerlessness…

The moon had not yet risen and there were many stars shining in the sky, as if diamonds had been sprinkled by God on a blue velvet cloth.

Nancy looked at Ava’s downcast expression and asked, ” Miss Ava, you are very unhappy, what is the matter?”

“I once had a very, very good big brother who was very, very good to me, who would care about my life, who would bring me good food, who saw me taking care of my very sick father, who always found a way to save a lot of money for me, who was there in almost every corner of my life.”

“Later, I met a calamity in my life that I could not escape, I had to give in and let him bully me for the sake of my father’s high medical bills. Only, this man, for some reason, quietly took root in my heart.”

“Between us, just a master and lover relationship, I still do not dare to hope that he can love me, that is a very distant extravagance, Nancy, do you understand what is called extravagance? It is for example I only have1 buck in my pocket, but I want to buy that million-dollar bag, could you use 1 buck to buy the million-dollar bag? cannot.”

“He did a lot of things to hurt me, he thought I didn’t want the fetus in my womb, he forced himself on me, the baby was gone, I hated him, but he confined me so I wouldn’t hate him anymore, I didn’t even get to see the last of my father, so I killed myself.” Speaking of which, Ava revealed the wound on her wrist, and Nancy saw a white mark.

Nancy knew that Ava just wanted to talk to someone, and she did not interrupt, but just silently accompanied by Ava’s side, listening to her talk about him and his story.

“This thing, let me see him, fear to the point that I could not breathe on my own, and he let me go, this time, I did not expect, that big brother, came to me, we are equal, he gave me the strength to support, gave me a lot of courage, I almost thought I was in love with him, we even held a wedding, only the wedding I had not said I would, it was forcibly called off.”

“You know? A group of men in black, blocking the door of your wedding, forcibly pulling away the man you were about to spend your life with that feeling? The pain was heartbreaking. I thought I was close to happiness, thought I could live happily ever after with the man who could take care of me.”

“Now, here I am, pregnant, just got a call from him from prison, my heart is so confused, he doesn’t know I’m pregnant and I don’t know how to tell him that fact. Even more, I don’t know how to tell him that I seem to, again, have my heart set on that man…” The thing that she is most torn about is this.

The physical betrayal, perhaps Liam can accept it and she can forgive herself.

But what about the betrayal of the heart? She had already been unfair to Liam, already cruel enough. She could never hurt him again. She, could only resign herself to her fate.

“My heart, here, is in chaos, I don’t want to see Noah, but I don’t want to see that big brother either, I want to hide, I want to disappear from this world, hide anywhere, as long as I’m with my child, it doesn’t matter who else it is.” Ava suddenly wants to escape from this world…

To escape from her heart that seems to break in half, to escape from Noah, a man who makes her struggle from time to time, conflicted, and also to escape from the big brother who makes himself feel guilty from time to time… guilty and even willing to compensate in various ways, Liam…

All these things have been smothered in Ava’s heart, she does not have any friends, and no one will listen to her story so quietly, she will all the things are deeply in the heart, if not say it again, Ava afraid that they will be driven crazy.

” Miss Ava, I know, you tell me so much, is really when I am a friend, so I am very happy to hear you say so much so much, but, we are all arranged by God for the future, we can not defy, can only go on step by step, although Mr. is some cold, some domineering, some unkind, but we can all see that he is very He cares about you.” Nancy heard Ava finish, then opened her mouth to comfort.

But her words suddenly made Ava freeze…

“Care about me? I don’t think so, I feel as if he cares about this fetus in my belly, not me.” Ava unconsciously placed her hand at the small of her back again, the bottom of her eyes indescribably lost…Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.

“There is a Chinese saying, called not the true face of Mount Lushan, only to be in the mountain, I have heard this poem before and thought it was very good, then someone told me the meaning of the poem, I think the reason you can’t see the true heart of the gentleman is probably because you were all shielded by your anger long ago, so in your eyes, you can’t see the gentleman.”

“Is that so?” Ava was a little puzzled by Nancy’s comment.

“At least it seems to us that we are seeing, Miss Ava, and sometimes there are things that God has given us the mind in addition to the eyes, meaning that we have to see through the heart, you know?” Nancy seems to have become Noah’s lobbyist in general.

The two people never spoke again, and the moon slowly rose, and the moonlight blocked the light of many stars.

The cool night breeze blew, and Nancy said something like this, Ava’s heart gradually calmed down, yes, everything is arranged by God, we can do now, is to obey God’s arrangements.

Now that you have a child in your belly, what could be more important to you than this child?

Ava pinned all her hopes on the fetus, which she didn’t know if it was a boy or a girl.

The night is getting cooler, Nancy felt the coolness coming on her body, helped Ava stand up and walked back together slowly.

On the balcony, Noah was still smoking, and in a short time, a box of cigarettes had almost finished. Ashtray has been filled with cigarette butts.

By the time Ava returned to the bedroom, Noah had calmed his doubts and anger.

Ava saw her phone in pieces, scattered on the floor, and looked at Noah incredulously, pointing at the pieces on the floor. She didn’t say anything, but just looked at Noah with a questioning look.


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