Chapter 122 Depressed Mind
Ava returned to the room, only to feel a heart blocked in the throat, depressing her breathing will be difficult…
Why in the end, why she would have such a painful feeling like wanting to go crazy…
Just then, her cell phone suddenly rang.
Ava suppressed her mood and pulled out the phone, only to find that it was Liam who called…
She was slightly stunned, but rushed to answer the phone, fearing that Liam might need some help.
Liam’s voice came on the other end of the line, and Ava wanted to say something, but opened her mouth, but nothing came out.Text content © NôvelDrama.Org.
Liam heard the phone connected, but no one on the other end to speak, he was a little anxious: ” Ava, Ava, is that you? Say something, I’m worried about you… that’s why, just want to call you.” He knew that he was no longer qualified to confront Noah… and just didn’t want to give Ava any more trouble.
When Ava heard these words, the tears that she had been able to suppress began to roll down her face.
Hearing the cries on the other end of the line, Liam got anxious: “Is Noah bullying you again? Did he? Where are you? I’ll go find you, well leave together!”
“No… Brother Liam, I can’t go… never again…” Ava, who was heartbroken, slowly opened her mouth.
“What’s wrong? Are you hurt?” Liam was shocked to hear Ava say that.
“No, Brother Liam, I’m fine and unharmed, how about you? Are you okay at work now?” Ava gradually collected her tears.
” Ava, can you tell me where you are? What’s wrong? Why did you cry so much just now? Is Noah still treating you badly?” Liam was so worried about Ava. he had nothing left but a life!
She was being bullied! He would fight even if his life depended on it!
Ava’s voice was a bit thickly nasal as she whispered, ” Brother Liam… I’m pregnant… I can’t get away… …”
This sentence, like a bolt from the blue, made Liam freeze.
In just one month, Ava is already pregnant? Last month, Ava, who was going to tie the knot with herself in a Seychelles wedding, was pregnant? Liam did not react for a moment.
” Ava, did you just have a dream? didn’t wake up? Don’t joke with Brother Liam.” Liam thought that Ava was not awake. Or so his heart expected.
“No, Brother Liam, I wasn’t kidding, Noah said I wouldn’t find a way to get you out unless I was pregnant, and I only had him to stay with… I’m sorry, Brother Liam, that I failed you.” Ava’s nose got sore and she started sobbing again.
Liam was silent on the other end of the phone, he didn’t want to accept the reality, how could he be well, pregnant and still be the abomination of Noah’s sins?
Liam leisurely sighed: ” Ava is my bad, it’s me, dragging you down…” finished, Liam as if he could not stand the blow general, softly murmured… Guilt to no end…
Ava heard him doubled up, but suddenly cried and laughed ” Brother Liam, it’s me who dragged you down to… you are broke for me, to be in this situation today, and I, can only repay you in this way… …” The sadness in Ava’s heart, all of it overlapping.
Her heart, so hard, as if the only way to make her feel real is to stab her own heart again and again.
“But, Brother Liam, I am now, living a good life, and he is good to me, too… But, this makes me suffer even more…”
The feelings in Ava’s heart finally came out in the face of the only person she could confide in.
“Noah, really good to you…” Liam some distrustful rhetorical questions, but the heart is full of sadness “He, perhaps really like you … . …”Liam, has long been aware of Noah’s mind.
It’s just that he used to think that he didn’t deserve it.
But now, the person who doesn’t deserve it is himself, and he can’t give Ava that kind of rich life anymore.
Who else is he to say he loves her.
” Brother Liam, I don’t know…” Does Noah like her… she doesn’t know.
She only knows that her heart hurts when she sees his love letter to someone who has revealed his heart ” Brother Liam, no matter what, I have resigned to my fate, this child, I must give birth to… wait for my child to be born, let her, call you godfather, OK? ” Ava desperately want to find a trace of solace in their own painful fate, want to tell themselves, in fact, they are not so desperate…
But her heart, is so desperate…
Liam listened to Ava’s pretend lighthearted words, his heart was inexpressibly sour. However, he can only accompany her heartache, can not do anything.
“Okay…” Liam agreed to Ava’s request in a low voice on the other end of the line.
Ava burst into tears… although and Liam never again, but he has been her good confidant.
She can still say something to her to relieve her boredom. Who makes, he is her only friend.
After a few more words, Ava and Liam hung up the phone.
The action of hanging up the phone seems to have cut off everything that Ava and himself had.
Ava gently put down the phone, while the tears in her eyes seemed to have dried up.
Noah hung up the phone with Cooper, walked slowly to the study, he was a little distracted, lit a cigarette, looked outside the rain smashing down the leaves, he had some feeling of powerlessness, this feeling is not from today, from the return of Ava, he knew, he wanted a child’s purpose, in fact, very simple, is to let Ava stay!
Ava stays, but is no longer the woman she once was. She has learned to be indifferent and to use extreme methods to vent her anger, which forces Noah to start looking at Ava again.
Noah’s footsteps, habitually walked to the door of the guest room where Ava was, he suddenly found, but through the door to hear Ava on the phone, can not help but frown, quietly listen to the voice of Ava inside.
She was crying, and she told the man named Lin that she was having Noah’s baby, and his heart beat faster, as if, for him, it was excellent news, news that would kill the man named Lin.
Just that sentence, let you be the baby’s godfather… makes Noah’s heart a kind of inexplicable sting, he has been so good to her all this time, but her heart, but still think of Liam!
Can’t get away? Was she, that desperate to leave her world? Was her world so bad that even the thought of staying was only forced on her?
Just for a moment, that other feeling of anger, ruthlessly pressed in the bottom of the heart.
He pushed open the door and saw Ava curled up, sitting on the carpet, staring out at the rainstorm, dazed and unconcerned by his entrance.
He slowly walked over and crouched beside Ava, whose eyes were lax and seemed unable to focus at all.
” Ava?” Noah called out Ava’s name.
Ava reflexively turned her head to look at Noah, but her eyes were empty, and her eyes reflected Noah’s figure, but her heart was nowhere to be found.
Ava, like this, disgusts Noah to no end.
His fingers traced gently from Ava’s face and slowly landed at the chin, he slightly cupped Ava’s chin and lifted it, how he wanted to give a hard slap and pull her soul back inside her body.
“There’s no way you’re getting out of here.” Noah said, word for word.
Ava heard this and laughed miserably. The smile is very helpless, but very resigned, but how the eyes seem to be unable to converge together. The Noah’s handsome but cruel face could not be focused on.
Ava smiled, smiled so beautifully, so beautifully, but a line of tears slipped from her eyes.
Noah saw Ava such a beautiful smile, he was not happy at all, he felt that this is a kind of mockery, do not know whether it is in the mockery of himself, or in the mockery of him, he disliked such a smile.
There was only one way to stop such a smile, and he, definitely not going to choose to run away from it, didn’t even think about it and put his lips on Ava’s. Ruthlessly, with a predatory. The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to it’s customers.
A large palm is clasped behind Ava’s head, stabilizing her head and preventing her from escaping.
Without resistance, without initiative, without rejection, Ava gently closed her eyes, as if she had put herself down from the bottom of her heart. After Liam gently hung up the phone, Ava told herself that from now on, there would be no more attachments!
Noah suddenly got a little tasteless, he left Ava’s lips, looked at Ava with her eyes closed, he suddenly let go, stood up, walked to the guest room door, opened it, took a step, turned his head and said, “You win.”
Ava closed her eyes and waited for the storm to rage, but didn’t want Noah to leave her lips and leave her side.
Did I win? What did I win? Winning dignity? life’s respect for me? The freedom to leave here? The freedom to go back to Liam? Or did… win the fetus in my belly? Ava’s eyes opened in confusion.
The floor-to-ceiling windows in the master bedroom were replaced, as well as the carpet with pieces.
Noah went downstairs and picked up the crystal ashtray that had fallen among the flowers. The ashtray made of Austrian crystal was so strong that it smashed through the glass window from the second floor and fell to the ground without any damage.
Noah sneered and slammed the ashtray on the concrete floor, this time, the whole ashtray as if it had exploded, the pieces scattered everywhere.
The rain poured down, wetting Noah’s clothes, and he just stood quietly in the rain, letting it flow freely on his face.