Chapter 73 Desire of Death
Noah stood at a distance looking at Ava squatting in front of the tombstone, from the funeral home to the father sent here, Ava did not leave a single tear, did not imagine the crying sky, did not imagine will cry faint, and at this moment Ava, even pushed away the secretary’s umbrella, stood in place, raised his head, let the rain fall on his face, head.
Ava’s health is still very poor, so someone must accompany her throughout the whole process, but at this time, Ava even wants to get wet, so she makes him panic, as if he can no longer catch her.
Noah’s heart tightened and he refused to hide behind a tree and watch anymore. He walked grimly up to Ava, his voice low, still with a commanding tone: “Why don’t you take an umbrella? You’re going to be sick, you know that?”
Ava was quietly enjoying the moment of raindrops, suddenly heard Noah’s voice, her face suddenly became pale, opened her eyes and saw that it was not an illusion, but really Noah himself, her breath immediately rushed up, followed by a sudden feeling, unable to breathe…
Her face instantly reddened, paused to breathe in general, perhaps the cool breeze blowing for a long time, the whole body shook. Eyes closed, fainted.
Noah hugged Ava, when did Ava become so light and airy, as if she had lost all her weight.
With a stunned Ava in his arms, Noah jogged away from the cemetery, put Ava in the passenger seat and, once again, got Ava to the hospital as fast as he could.
The doctor checked and said to a shocked and wet Noah, ” Miss Wilson is not seriously hurt, just because of the cold wind, her physique is too poor and she is in a very bad mood. By the way, chairman, I have found a psychiatrist for you, and when Wilson wakes up, we can consult.”
Noah nodded his head, not caring that he was already wet from the rain. It was only when the nurse reminded him that he remembered that his clothes were already attached to his body.
Noah had just left the door of the ward and was about to call his secretary and ask her to send a new set of clothes, when to his surprise, the secretary had already walked over with a clean set of clothes.
Noah took the clothes and went into the ward to change. In his case, anyone who does anything is deserving and is not required to say thank you.
The secretary watched as Noah, still expressionless, took the clothes out of his hands and couldn’t help but sigh, “Now, both are the same, neither will smile a little, or cry a little…”Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.
After an unknown amount of time, Ava woke up, her eyes open and staring at the ceiling of the hospital room. Noah looks up and sees that Ava is awake and calls the doctor. The psychiatrist talks to Ava, but Ava does not answer.
But when Noah gets close to Ava, Ava’s breathing becomes rapid, and then she holds her breath.
The psychiatrist understood at once. Called Noah out of the room.
“Chairman, I think that Miss Wilson is very repulsive to you, so she would rather die in this way, we know that people do not die with autonomous occlusion, which indicates that she saw you and the intention to seek death is very strong.”
Noah was dumbfounded when he said that Ava wanted to die when she saw herself? She wanted to leave herself by dying? Why? Because she locked her up and didn’t let her see her father one last time? Or was it because she had failed to save the fetus in Ava’s womb because of her brutality last time? Or is… the reason for both? Does she really want to punish him like this…
Noah closed his eyes feebly, took a deep breath, and then opened them, “So, what can I do to make it work?”
“Stay away from her, give her a period of time where you stay out of her life and let her start a new one.”
“that’s all?” Noah trailed off, but his heart felt a hollow ache at the doctors words.
This time, he realized that the real reason he didn’t want her to leave was because, he would be heartbroken… he didn’t want her to leave…
The psychiatrist nodded, all it took was a time period.
Noah turned to look at Ava in the ward, who was still in a daze, and despite the empty pain in his heart, he could only nod his head…
Noah never came to see Ava again. Every time the door to the hospital room rang, Ava would breathe nervously, but when she saw that it wasn’t Noah, she would slowly let go of her lifted heart.
Only occasionally Noah’s secretary would come by and bring some clothes.
Time, a week has passed… Noah, are not coming again.
Her emotions, too, gradually stabilized… unbeknownst to her, Noah would only occasionally visit her when she was asleep…
Ava did not know anything, a heart gradually relaxed, she began to talk to the nurse, although only a few simple words, but finally spoke… as if a baby re-learning to talk…
Noah could only get the news of Ava’s weekdays from the secretary’s mouth; her wound was recovered and ready to be removed; she could talk to the nurses door, not much, but still talk; she could go downstairs and walk around the garden by herself… etc. etc.
His heart, finally quiet… just every night time, himself in the empty mansion, will suddenly miss her very…
Sometimes, he would go to see her in the middle of the night when she was asleep like a madman…
However, until the day she was discharged from the hospital, he did not reappear…
He had been thinking about where he was wrong, but he knew that nothing mattered anymore, what mattered was that he knew that he didn’t want her to die, that she was in pain, and that he would hurt…
He, is he in love with her…
However, all this, he knew too late, and now he, in order to let her live, can only let go…
Ava’s biggest wish is to finish college. He calls Ava’s college principal, who listens to Noah and welcomes Ava back to school with both hands, and places Ava in her old class.
It was the only thing he could do for her, the only thing he could do to make up for her…
Just want to give her more reasons to live.
Ava, you must not die… I, for sure, will go to you…
“Miss Wilson, I’m here to pick you up from the hospital and to tell you the good news that your school has informed you that you can resume your studies… Once the secretary arrived at the hospital, she told Ava that she could continue to go back to school.
Ava was slightly flabbergasted and could hardly believe her ears, she was a little confused, she could still go back to school? hadn’t she already been expelled from school?
However, her heart has a hint of joy… herself… can really go back?
Ava did not ask much else… just feel that the heavens seem to have some mercy on her… gave her a little hope of living…
She took her small luggage and got into Noah’s secretary’s car, but looked left and right in fear that the demonic man would suddenly get in her way again.
Ava waited until the car was on the highway, and only then did she breathe a small sigh of relief. Turning to Noah’s secretary who was driving, she asked, “Where are we going? You’re not taking me back to that place, are you?”
Noah’s secretary smiled faintly: “No, I have arranged your new residence for you, although it is a small apartment of fifty square feet, but it is enough for you to live and live.”
Ava then put down his heart, but his heart is doubtful because of the secretary’s words…
New residence?
Could it be that the devil is really willing to give himself freedom? Willing to let themselves live freely?
Nothing is known, but Ava is full of hope for a new life…
She has experienced too much pain, so want to, restore the peace of life…
When they arrived at a high-rise neighborhood near Ava’s school, the secretary stopped the car and opened the door for Ava.
Ava didn’t expect that the place the secretary arranged for her would be the best apartment complex from their school…
She got out of the car in surprise, blocking the bright sunlight with her hand, she couldn’t help but look up at the upper floors, full of disbelief… This apartment is about ten minutes away from the school, very convenient… For her once, having a place to live here It was simply a lifelong wish…
But this wish, but after she lost her father… if, how good it would be if she could live here with her father…
Noah’s secretary smiled faintly, took out the apartment key and said, “I have everything ready, so you can go in first and check it out, and report to school tomorrow for your classes.”
Ava nodded and followed the secretary into the apartment.
The elevator stopped at the seventh floor, Ava’s preferred number.
When Noah’s secretary opened the door to the room, the warm yellow immediately imprinted into Ava’s eyes, beige walls, beige sofas, a large TV, everything in the kitchen, even the small bedroom, bed sheets and covers what is already packed up.
Ava pushed open the closet and found that all the clothes she liked were in the closet, but suddenly a shiny dress stuck in her eyes and she gently touched the dress. …
Her heart, inexplicably sore for a moment, is that night, she fell in love with that man…
But now, she hates him even more…
After closing the closet, Ava went to look elsewhere. There were a few pots of flowers and plants on the balcony of the living room, and the bathroom was even well stocked with her skin care products, bath products, toothpaste and toothbrush.
Ava turned around and wanted to smile to show her gratitude, but the corners of her mouth tugged and never smiled, making a move that was worse than crying, she shook her head helplessly, “Sorry, I was going to smile and thank you for your attentiveness, I didn’t smile…”