Runaway Alpha

The last time I tried to reach it, it soon disappeared the moment I put my eyes in something other than this. I am afraid that once I do the same thing, this little light fragments will surely be gone from my site and I will never know when will be the time that they will come again.

Now I wonder what this little fragments means

I do feel uncomfortable that I am not moving an inch to see whether it will dissipate or remain in my sight.

Is this little light fragments mean anything?

But still, after a long while of staring at it, it never disappear just like what it did before

Can I touch it?

I thought to myself. I’d say somehow… there is an urge in me that makes me feel curious, whether it has a body or not…

What I mean to say is… they look like a small little light floating but then they usually dissipate and disappear. It makes me feel curious whether they have a body or not.

Just like those little flies or little bugs that are flying outside having lights on their butt tip as if it is a bulb or something.

I slowly raise my hands trying to touch those little lights that are floating in the air

Shing

I was frozen when I hear those little chimes.

Did I just hear it incorrectly by any chance or not? Does that sound even exist in the first place?

“A chimes? A bell?”

I mumbled as I somehow think of an object that is similar to that. A bell,… something of that kind making… sound that is completely similar to what I’ve heard.

And as I continue to move my hands… I felt surprise. It move in the other direction… the chimes was again heard. It is as if the moment it make a movement, that sound wil be heard.

Shing

Is it perhaps because of the quietness of the area that is why I heard those chimes? But the sound is so clear in my ears…

But then… for the light to have a sound… it doesn’t even make sense… although I can see those light fragments moving as if it have its own life. This thinking is also a thing that I can say that doesn’t make sense at all

I want to punch my face about thinking about those things because I just thought about it having a life! Now I am really sane…

No one would believe in me if I say such things.

Suddenly, a glimpse of Lhana’s face entered in my mind. Knowing her… maybe… she would believe me.

Wait, why am I even thinking about her?

Now I wanted to laugh at myself for being so dumb and thinking things that are far from reality but then… I can’t help but think like that since I know this world seems to be so magical. That even I can’t understand about the things that are happening.

First thing, it’s about the ritual stones in our village and the next is the statue. That… it’s hard to be slice even with the major force and it adapt in any temperature. To see that very statue getting ruined… I doubt that this strange mark on my skin that in between my feet and knees have something to do with that.

Thinking about the creature whom I faught with… the part of my body whom he crushed… it is the same as the leg of mine whose having this weird scar.

For it to have this kind of tint and scibbles… this pattern who seems to be defining something…

It doesn’t make sense at all

We are living in secluded place as we can’t go out and people can go in

Why did I say that?

Because it’s been a very long time ago since they last saw creature that came from the outside of our boundary

Concept of forbidden walls surrounding our wolvendom, we can’t attain to get out of our place and wander since there is a heavy consequence if you do that

Now I feel somehow funny about going in-and-out for two consecutive times without even feeling any fear about the consequence

It’s not that being part of the prophecy gives you such privilege but then you can say that we are different among the others because there are things that only us can do

Though I can’t tell that going out of the forbidden wall can be part of those privileged that we have

If only that is as easy as that… maybe I had live happily with that freedom in life. Now I suddenly laugh for remembering how I’ve been living a free life. Even if there are restrictions, it is not that those orders are keeping me from doing what I want.

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Well let’s not include the things that happened in the past few days because I am currently having a quarantines. As they said that I am so stubborn for not doing what they are asking. It is not that hard to say it but if it is you who is in my place… you will also be bored just like me. You would probably do just as what I did.

“I am just doing the things I like… is it so much to ask?”

I wanted to raise my voice but then I slowly regain my senses as the small little fragments touch my nose

Although just one part of it touched my nose and the other keeps flying in the air… but somehow… I feel weird because the small little light who sat on the tip of my nose it’s not that warm and it’s not that cold..

It makes my eyes widen when that little fragments entered my skin

“W-Wh-”

I wanted to shout about why that creatures end creature entered in my body but then what makes me more surprises when the scar on my leg seems to be shining

There is a blanket covering my legs but then I can see the light seepingout of it as if they are trying to break free

I somehow feel frightened about whether I should look at the state of my strange scar pattern or should I just stay still until the light went down…

Gulping as I can’t think of what action I should do… I just stay still and do nothing

Now that I have taken a few times waiting for something to occur, I slowly opened my eyes and courageously open up the blanket that is covering my whole leg and feet.

Please do not make it worse please do not make it worse please do not make it worse please do not make it worse it’s still not like it worse at least do not make it

I chant it in my mind hoping that it wont make things worst. My mind are saying those things countless of times as if I am trying to make my self believe that won’t be much frightening than it is

It is not that I am scared but I am just worried about the fact that maybe feet are turning like a weird object or what.

“now!”

I semi shout gathering courage to see the situation of my leg and as soon as I completely open it, my eyes widened