Sleeping With My Stepbrother

Chapter 22: Twenty Two

The summer vacation was almost coming to an end.

I had just spent the past month drinking and partying, and some days I was planning on what I should

pack for LA.

At some point, me and mom and Dave all headed to LA to look for an apartment because there is no Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.

way in hell was I staying in the university dorms.

Don't get me wrong, I think it would be fun to have a room mate of the opposite sex and we'd end up

hooking up majority of the time, but I also really valued my privacy.

Well that, and the fact that I didn't wanna be dorm mates with some random stranger who'd end up

bringing home someone and they'd be fucking without boundaries OR a cleptomaniac who'd end up

stealing my stuff.

For the majority of the vacation, Luke had been preparing for his dreaded move. I swear I think I saw

Dave cry a bit when he and Luke talked about his big move.

As for Justin? He's still around.

"You okay Kyls?" Justin asked, making me slightly cringe at the nickname. Nobody can call me Kyls but

Luke.

"Could you not call me Kyls?" I told Justin off, sounding a bit rude which unsurprisingly caught Justin off

guard

"Okay?" He muttered and I just flashed him a small smile "Anyways, we only have about... less than a

week before we start moving to our dorms, so I was thinking we'd spend the next few days by the

lake?"

"Wh-what?" I asked, completely confused. I mean, my mind was just somewhere else.

"Don't worry, I asked Emma and I actually convinced her to let you go" Justin enthusiastically said

"Would it... I mean, would it be just the two of us?" I asked

"Of course. I want you all to myself" he said before moving his face closer to me and planting a kiss on

my lips.

Dammit, even kissing Justin was getting harder by the second.

I quickly pulled out of the kiss, but subtly enough that I won't let him know that I wasn't into this

relationship anymore.

Holy shit! I wasn't into this relationship anymore!

"I.. I don't know Justin..." I said "I kinda don't feel so good. Besides, I'm still not done packing my stuff"

"Oh.." Justin said, wiping the smile that was etched all over his face just seconds ago "I'm done

packing so maybe I could come over and help you pack?"

"No it's okay" I said as I flashed him a weak smile "Hey listen, I gotta go home. I'll see you tomorrow

okay?" I added before giving him a peck on the lips and got off the love seat as Justin signaled the

waitress for the check.

I unlocked the car door and went inside, waiting for Justin who arrived a couple of seconds later and

we drove back to my house.

Upon stopping by my driveway, I took my seatbelt off and kissed Justin.

And as soon as Justin deepened the kiss, my guilt was literally screaming at me.

So I did what any sensible cheater would do. I started going to second base with my boyfriend.

"Do you wanna go inside?" I asked

"Yeah" Justin said "Let me just park"

My heart was pounding really bad.

If sleeping with my boyfriend is the only way to kill my guilt, then so be it.

It was around 11pm and the lights were out so it's safe to say that everyone was already asleep.

I quietly sneaked Justin inside the house and up the stairs.

But as we reached my door, Luke's door opened, stopping me and Justin on our tracks.

The three of us just stared at each other for a couple of seconds, before Luke broke the awkward

silence.

"Keep it down ok?" He reminded, making Justin grin and high five him because clearly his best friend

was on his side when it came to getting laid.

And with that, Luke went back to his room as Justin opened my room and went inside.

It took me a couple of seconds to tear my eyes away from Luke's room and enter my room.

Justin was sitting on my bed, looking around my room like it was his first time to be in here.

I took a deep breath and hurriedly captured his mouth with mine.

He quickly deepened the kiss and pulled me on his lap so I was straddling him before pulling my top

off.

He then pulled out of the kiss before moving to plant kisses on my neck as he fumbled to unhook my

bra.

And as much as I was enjoying everything he was doing to me physically, I couldn't say the same thing

emotionally.

Goddamit I'm getting cheesy af.

As soon as my bra was off, I quickly took his shirt off before snatching his mouth again.

Justin smiled through my lips before standing up to lay me down my bed.

He then took my shorts off—slowly may I add—before taking his own jeans off and kneeling down,

planting kisses from my stomach down to my aching womanhood.

Once Justin was done and he was up and ready, he hovered above me and positioned himself on top

of me.

Halfway through, Justin kissed me just before saying the three words I never wanted to hear from him

ever again. Not right now.

"I love you, Kylie"

I couldn't say it back. And it was getting harder to stop myself from just straight up sobbing, so I quickly

pulled him and kissed him before wrapping my arms and my legs around him.

2:59am. My clock read.

Justin was passed out since he came. Meanwhile, I had been up since then. More wide awake even.

Now that I think of it, I feel even more guilty than I was before I initiated sex with Justin hours earlier.

I glanced at Justin.

He looked so peaceful sleeping. Completely unaware of the fact that his girlfriend had been feeling

confused about him.

You wanna know what's weird?

I have never not wanted to sleep with someone like I did right now.

And that's coming from a big-time slut who basically slept with her step brother a couple of times.

I took one last glance at Justin before getting up, putting pj's on, and getting out of there.

Dave has a mini bar and I just wanna sleep this out.

Upon ariving downstairs, however, guess who should I see sipping on some scotch by the mini bar.

"Why are you drinking here all by yourself at 3am?" I said, making Luke turn to look at me before

smiling.

"I'm guessing Justin didn't fuck you to sleep?" Luke asked smugly, making me punch him lightly on his

arm

"I had coffee at around 10pm" I said as I grabbed a glass and looked for the bottle of vodka behind the

bar and poured myself a glass and drank it all down in one gulp

"Holy shit. I would kill to have you're great alcohol tolerance" Luke said

"It's not like you don't have killer alcohol tolerance yourself. I'm willing to bet you could do a keg stand,

finish a bottle of tequila, and still be sober enough to drive home" I stated as I poured in another round

of vodka on my glass

"I cas assure you, that tolerance would be nothing once we get to college" Luke said before sipping on

his glass, and then silence.

"You're really leaving huh?" I asked, breaking the long silence

"In a couple of days, yep" he said before stirring the remaining contents of his glass.

"I gotta be honest with you" I began, which made Luke look up to meet my eyes "I was really hoping we

got to spend summer vacation together. And not... with you avoiding me"

"Come on Kyls. Didn't I tell you before I'm not avoiding you" Luke said defensively "I've just... been

really busy lately. With the move and all, ya know?"

"Suuuure" I said sarcastically before drinking the remaining vodka.

"What do you want me to do, Kyls?" Luke said in an irritated tone, catching me off guard "The world

doesn't revolve around you"

Holy shit where was this coming from?

"Excuse me?" I slowly said, making sure I heard right

But before Luke got the chance to talk, someone cleared their throat.

"Everything ok in here?" Justin asked

"Yeah" I answered "I just thought a glass of vodka could take the caffeine off my system" I added

before going out of the mini bar and walking towards Justin

"What are you doing up? And out of my room?" I asked. Justin looked back at Luke, who was

nonchalantly sipping another round of scotch like nothing just happened, before looking back at me

"Nothing. I just woke up and saw that you weren't in bed with me" Justin said

"Let's go back to my room before mom or Dave sees you in here" I say as I push Justin back up to my

room.

I could tell that Justin had formed a lot of questions in his head, but I was really thankful that he didn't

ask anything.

Because honestly, I don't know how long I could keep up this charade anymore.

As Justin and I got comfortable, I felt Justin's arm snake around my waist before feeling a couple of

kisses on my nape.

"You're gonna miss your stepbro huh?" Justin asked. I wasn't sure if he was still genuinely clueless or

he had just caught up with my drama with his best bro.

"Yeah. I am" I answered. Genuinely and truthfully, I really was gonna miss him.

Just not in the way everyone else would think.