Chapter 918 Self-abandonment
Chapter 918 Self-abandonment
Little by little, Miya is sinking until she is completely immersed in the water. She wishes John to jump into the pool and save her. Since she has sacrificed her life to save him just now, so she thinks that he will definitely come to save her. However, she doesn't expect Rory to falls into the pool too.
The security guards finally rush over and subdue those bad people. Miya sees John jump into the pool, thinking that he is going to save her. However, John rescues Rory from drowning. Miya isn't discouraged because she knows that they owe Rory.
She believes that John will come to save her after placing Rory on the ground. However, she waits for a long time, only to see John carry Rory away. She is even more sorrowful when seeing John's anxious face. 'Does he just leave me alone?'
'Does he only care about Rory? What does he think I am? Am I nothing in his eyes?' This thought breaks Miya's heart. She sees her blood reddening the water and feels that she is probably going to die in this swimming pool.
However, she thinks it is good, because she won't feel heartbroken if she dies. And she won't see the scene of her beloved man being with another girl. Moreover, John doesn't love her now, so what is the point of her living in the world? Therefore, Miya stops struggling and closes her eyes, abandoning herself to despair.
To Miya, losing John is losing everything she has.
Nothing else can disturb her heart.
'Goodbye.' She loses her lust for life. The icy water is hitting her body. She has become desperate when John carried Rory away. He doesn't even look back, as if Miya isn't there.
Forget it. She doesn't want to live in the sad world anymore. It's chaos all over the place, but Miya doesn't care since she is despairing.
She closes her eyes and is prepared to walk into another world. She doesn't want anything now.
However, a handsome man jumps into the pool and saves her.
...
Miya seems to have had a long, long dream. This dream is a bit sad and painful.
Suddenly, she opens her eyes and discovers that she is lying on the familiar bed. She looks to the other side of the bed and sees Anson.
She feels a little disappointed.
Anson notices her disappointment and says half-jokingly, "I don't expect you to be so unhappy when you see me. No matter what, I saved you. Can you stop looking at me with an unhappy face?"
"Why did you save me?" Miya asks, looking preoccupied.
She is implicitly blaming him. Why can't he just let her die?
"How could I not save you? You are the most important person in my life." Anson's voice becomes lower and lower, but Miya still hears it.
"But I feel so miserable living in the world. I'm really anguished. I feel that I'll be freed only if I die. Can't you just leave me alone?" Miya lies weakly on the bed and pleads.
"Is it because John is engaged to Rory that you are abusing yourself?" Anson asks angrily.
"He really forgets me. Even if I saved him, he still completely ignored me and only cared about Rory. What's the point of me living in the world?" Miya sneers after finishing speaking. Even she thinks she is pathetic.
"Don't say that. Actually...." Anson bites his words back in mid-sentence. He absolutely can't tell the truth to Miya.
"Don't comfort me. I won't believe what you're saying. There is nothing important to me in this world." Miya closes her eyes. It looks like she really wants to die.
Seeing that Miya gives up on herself, Anson feels sorry for her.
"Why do you abuse yourself? Do you know that you are abusing me at the same time? I feel bad for you. Can't you treat yourself better for me?" Anson shouts with almost all his strength. He wants to comfort Miya, and he is also expressing his true feelings.
Miya ignores his words and only looks into the distance, as if she is an empty shell.
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She closes her eyes dolorously.
Seeing this, Anson doesn't know what to do. He just says, "Then you take a good rest. I'll go out."
Miya doesn't respond to him. She lies still on the bed, as if she is dead.
Although Anson is worried, he still walks out. Actually, there is still a tangled thing in his mind. When he arrived at the swimming pool that day, he saw John jump into the pool and save Miya. Although John kept a poker face throughout, Anson could still see the anxiety in John's eyes.
It proves that John still cares about Miya.
However, what Anson never expected was that John handed Miya to him and said, "Take good care of her."
Then John left. His strange action confuses Anson.
John clearly cares about Miya, but he pretends to be indifferent to hurt her feelings.
If Anson knew that it was Miya who would get injured, he wouldn't have secretly sent those people to hurt John. It's all his fault. However, he will hide the truth from Miya. He wants to use his own method to keep Miya by his side forever.
'Miya, sooner or later, you will be mine.'
Anson narrows his eyes and comes up with a plan.
...
Suddenly, there is a loud bang.
Then a crackling sound comes from the room.
The maid walks out of the room in a panic. When she sees Anson, she looks down and says in a trembling voice, "She...."
"I see. You can leave now." Before the maid finishes saying, Anson has already guessed what is going on inside.