The Rejected Werewolf Princess

RYKER'S POV

I knew I was dreaming. I wasn’t sure how I knew, I just did.

It was completely dark, I couldn't even see my hands in front of me. I had never felt darkness like this in my life but what makes it worse was that it was alive. I could almost feel the darkness breathing, I could feel it moving around me. Fear gripped my chest and panic clawed at my throat. The emotions were not mine but they also were at the same time. It was almost as if someone was force feeding it to me.

“What the hell is this?” I called out but I got no response. “I don’t have time for this. Just tell me what the f**k you want.”

There was a soft hissing sound so close to my ear that I turned sharply but there was nothing. I was alone but I wasn't. It felt like I was losing my mind. The sound was suddenly on the other side of me and I was whipping around trying to find the source to no avail. My skin prickled with annoyance because the sound only intensified.

“What do you want?” I called out into the darkness and I could have sworn that I heard a laugh in response. “I didn't ask for this. I don’t want her magic. I never asked for it”

“She offered it to you,” I heard an answering hiss and I stilled. I wasn't expecting a response, I was just speaking out loud.

“Who are you?”

“I'm you, I am inside of you, I am around you, I am yours,” the words were punctuated with a cackle that reverberated. It was at that moment that I realized the sounds weren't coming from beside me, it was happening inside my own head. I slapped my hands over my ears hoping it would block out the sounds but it didn't, it only got worse.

“Get out of my head!” I screamed but all I received was a laugh. “I don’t want her offering”

“It doesn’t work like that, Ryker,” the voice sounded amused. “We are one, and so we will be, forever.”

I felt something ice cold grab me by my arms and I was thrown forward. I woke with a gasp and it took me a second to gather my bearings. Somehow, Camilla hadn't woken up and I felt relieved because I wasn’t prepared to answer her questions. I ran my hands through my hair and slowly dragged myself out of bed to splash some water on my face. I couldn't shake that eerie feeling no matter how much I tried. I stood in the cold bathroom for five minutes trying to shake it off.

When I returned to the room, Camilla was still sleeping. She lay on her stomach with her hair pooling around her like a halo. I couldn't resist reaching out to tuck a strand away from her face and shoulders. She mumbled something under her breath as I kissed her shoulder softly. I just needed to remind myself that she was real and I wasn't dreaming anymore. At the touch of her skin and the inhaling of her scent, I felt some of the tension leave my shoulders.

“What time is it?” she mumbled as she slowly opened her eyes.

“I have no idea,” I admitted looking out of the window at the still dark sky. “You should go back to sleep.”

“I will, what are you doing awake?” she asked and I shrugged. That seemed to be the wrong response because she frowned and sat up straight. The only thing keeping her covered were the sheets that she clutched close to her chest “Ryker, are you alright?”

“I'm fine, baby,” I kissed her forehead to try and distract her from the fact that I lied. “I'm always up early, you know that, I didn’t mean to bother you.”

She still didn’t look convinced but thankfully, she didn’t push much. Instead, she pushed my shoulders back until I was lying in bed and she lay on top of me. I didn't hesitate before wrapping my arms around her. She was soft where I was hard and fit perfectly against me. I ran my fingers up her spine and she shivered.Nôvel/Dr(a)ma.Org - Content owner.

“Go to sleep,” she instructed and I hummed. I knew there was no more sleep for me but if I had to pretend for her then I was willing to do it. “I mean it”

I smiled softly. “I know you do.”

“I'm going to stay awake until you-" her words were cut off by a yawn and I had to bite the inside of my mouth to sto myself from laughing. “I just need to-" she yawned again as I moved my other hand into her hair to massage her scalp. “You're not playing fair”

“Sleep, baby, I'm right behind you.”

It didn't take long before she fell asleep. Once I was sure she was sleeping, I sighed deeply and stared out the window. The moon stood in the sky staring back at me. Something had happened with Reina and I was determined t find out exactly what it was because it was driving me mad.

Once the sun started to rise, I managed to pull myself out of bed. I had one plan for the day and I needed a way to execute it without seeming suspicious meaning Camilla couldn't come with me. I knew exactly who to ask and waitec until Juan came down for our morning run.

“How long have you been waiting here?” he drawled as he made his way towards me. “You look like you didn’t sleep wink.”

“Maybe because I didn't,” I shot back and his brows furrowed. “Relax, I'm fine. I was kidding.”

“You do look like shit though,” he mumbled as he took off running and I rolled my eyes.

I caught up to him easily and started speaking. “I need a favor”

His steps faltered slightly. “What do you need?”

“I need you to come with me to the spot where we killed Reina. I need to figure out something. It has been eating at me for a while”

“Are you going to tell me what it is?”

“I just want to know why she chose that spot,” he seemed confused so I elaborated. “The horses wouldn't move past that spot. It seemed like something was stopping them. She chose that spot and I want to know why.”

This time he stopped running and turned to me. “Are you sure that you are alright? If something is wrong then you can tell me.”

I made a show of scoffing and slapping his shoulders. “Careful, Juan or I might think that you actually like me.”

“I'm serious.”

I sighed. “I know you are and so am I. I just need to know why.”

It was clear he didn’t believe me but he didn’t push, he just nodded. “Fine, what time do you want to leave?”

We prepared to leave within the hour. The hard part was trying to explain to Camilla. She was with the girls when I walked in. I thought it best to just rip the band aid off and although she didn’t push much, it was clear that she was worried about me. She just stared at me for what I felt was a few seconds too long before nodding. As I was about to leave, she threw her arms around me and asked me to be careful. I knew then that she suspected something but she didn’t say a word.

Juan and I had mounted our horses when Riley came running out. “Ryker, I need to talk to you."

“I can't right now, Riley,” it wasn't that I didn’t want to talk to my sister- I did. But I didn’t have the time to start mending bridges right now. There were more important things.

“I know you're upset-" she began but I cut her off.

“When I'm back, Riley,” I didn’t mean for my voice to come out as harshly as it did. “I'll be back in a few hours. You can come and talk to me then.”

She pursed her lips in frustration and if it were any other day, I would have tried to stay and placate her but I couldn't be bothered right now, not when there was much more at stake. I turned to Juan and nodded and with that, we were off. He followed behind me as I retraced the exact path we took. It felt like reliving the memories all over again but I kept my eyes fixed on the road in front of me.

“What exactly are you hoping to find?” Juan asked after a minute of riding in silence and I hesitated before responding. “I need to know what to help you look for and why you took me instead of Camilla.”

“I don't know,” I said in response to everything before focusing on his first question. “I just know that when I see it, I will know. If you see anything suspicious, let me know.”

He still seemed confused but he nodded.

We got to the spot with ease and everything seemed normal. I had buried the body before we left so unless you were with Camilla and I, you would have never known that something happened. The horses stopped just like they did the first time. It didn’t matter how much we pushed or pulled, they wouldn't move.

“That is weird,” Juan mumbled and I gave him a look as if to say that I knew. “I'll look around and call out for you if I see something.

We started looking in opposite directions and for the first half hour, there was nothing. I was beginning to think that had imagined it all when I heard Juan call out to me. There was a level of panic in his voice that had me rushing over to him. He was standing a bit of a distance away from where we had killed Reina.

“What did you find?” I asked immediately and he gestured towards the bush that he stood in front of.

He stepped aside for me and I saw a single doll lying there. I hadn't noticed it before. I picked it up slowly and I felt rush go into me and an image flashed before my eyes. It was of Reina seated in front of a flame as she knitted the doll slowly. She slipped a few strands of hair into it as she did and once she was done, she tossed it into the fire. The image vanished after that and I was left gasping for breath.

Juan was by my side asking a few questions but I couldn't hear him. My ears were ringing a single thought filled my head. I couldn't tell how I knew, I just knew that it was my hair in that vision and the doll was mine. Whatever happened wasn’t accidental, Reina planned it long before she died.