The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn

~CLARA~

I'd had men look at me in the past but not like this. Carter never slept with me, but there were times when I was dressed in barely anything for him, hoping to catch his attention, but not once did he ever look at me the way that Alaric was looking at me now. It may be stupid, but I could feel tears of happiness in my eyes because of that one look. I'd never wanted to be looked at like this by anyone but him. That wasn't totally true, there were times I wished it was Carter in the past, but I know now that I was stupid for ever wishing for it from him. He was never the one for me. It was always Alaric.

Why did it take me this long to realize it? Why didn't I figure my feelings out until it was too late?

If I'd realized that my interest in Alaric was much more than just that, maybe I wouldn't have made a mess out of my life wanting love from someone who could never love me.

Was it still possible for me to have him? Or would he return to Nicole?

I was happy that at least now he was willing to take things a step further with us. He was admitting things to me that he never mentioned in the past. It was a step forward, but I still wasn't sure what any of this meant. I knew that even now, something was holding him back from me. Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g

My body burned from the intensity of his gaze. He wasn't lying when he said he wanted to look at me. However, I felt nervous under his gaze. I wanted to cover myself up; I was afraid that I didn't look good enough for him. Nicole was a horrible person, but she was no doubt a beauty. She had men crazy over her because of her looks.

"You're breathtaking," Alaric says in a breathless whisper. My lips parted slightly, and I was shocked to hear him say that. It helps to build my confidence.

I place my hand on my underwear, with every intention to take it off so that he can see all of me. However, he places his hand on my hand to stop me immediately.

"Why are you stopping me?"

"Not yet." He tells me, still sounding breathless. "I can't handle seeing all of you today, Clara. I will do things to you that I know will drive me insane. Instead, I need to take things slowly with you. This is all I'm willing to take today."

I'm not sure I understand what he's saying to me. Why did he need to take things slowly? He's already taken enough time. How much more time did he need to take?

"Aren't you going to touch me?" I ask. I know I was being impatient, but I couldn't believe that all he was doing was watching me. If I was as breathtaking as he claimed, shouldn't he be impatient to have his hands on me?

I gasp when he reaches out and pinches my nipple out of nowhere. My butt lifts off his desk, and I almost scream when I felt his mouth right above my pussy. I never hated a piece of cloth as much as I hated my panties right now. It was stopping his mouth from getting to me, but it still felt extremely good.

I needed more. Why couldn't he just take it off?

I cry out when he pulls my panties to the side so that his finger can slip inside. My ass shoots off the desk once more, and it gives his finger more access to me. Before I could scream from the contact, he covered my mouth with his.

"Shh," he warns me as he moves his finger deeper into my pussy. "I don't want anyone to hear your sweet cries of pleasure, Clara. I'm the only one that should be allowed to hear it. This is only for me. No one else."

I bit my lip to stop myself from crying out some more. How am I not supposed to make a sound when it felt so damn good?

Does he not realize how good this felt for me?

I swallow another cry as he moves his finger in and out of me. I almost lose my mind when I see him watching it. He wasn't looking at my face or any other part of my body; he was staring at his finger, moving in and out of me.

Why was everything about this man so satisfying? Why did he do things to drive my body insane?

He catches me staring at him, and he pulls his finger out of me only to put it straight into his mouth. "I've never tasted anything as good as this. I promise you, I would give up everything in my life just to have this on a daily."

W-what?