Chapter 1990
Chapter 1990
The two of them hugged each other tightly, and neither of them spoke.
The bedroom was very quiet, only their heartbeats and the sounds of their breathing could be heard.
Celeste did not fall asleep.
She knew that Gary had not fallen asleep either.
However, neither of them spoke. The two of them leaned against each other and cherished the peace they had after the passion.
After a long while, Gary raised his eyes and looked into her eyes. His eyes were filled with great guilt and apology.
He wanted to say something, but he stopped on second thought.Copyright by Nôv/elDrama.Org.
Just from his expressions alone, Celeste could tell that he was in a dilemma. She calmed herself down and adjusted her expression. "Celeste," Gary finally spoke.
Celeste responded, she continued to nestle in his arms, she did not look into his conflicted expression which was handsome nheless.
After all, Celeste was kind and considerate. She did not want to look at Gary while he was in a difficult situation. That was why she did not look at him. She wanted to save his dignity.
Gary heaved a sigh or relief.
However, his heart was in a greater state of dilemma.
He felt like a greedy clown. He clearly felt very sorry for Celeste, but he still continued doing sorry things to her. He felt that even his soul had become extremely dirty.
However, there was no other way. As long as he was close to Celeste, he would not be able to think rationally.
That was especially the case when Celeste took the initiative to make out with him. Once she got close to him, Gary would completely forget about everything.
Everything would unfold so naturally.
He forgot about the agreement he had with Janice, and he also forgot that he had betrayed Celeste.
He felt that he was too detestable.
Gary wanted to discuss about the matter, but he knew very well that once he did, he might lose everything. He really did not want to do that.
He did not want Celeste to leave immediately.
That was probably why he made that request in Boston. He couldn't bring himself to lose Celeste just yet. He wanted to continue having unforgettable memories with her.
All in all, it was because he was too selfish.
Just the thought of breaking up with Celeste alone filled Gary's eyes with immense pain.
Gary wanted nothing more than for him to get drunk so that he could forget about all the pain and regret right then.
However, alcohol was the root of all his miseries.
He had made a mistake because he drank too much the last time, so he couldn't drink anymore then.
He heaved a long sigh.
Celeste's body suddenly turned stiff. She could not help but to ask him, "What's wrong?"
Gary was stunned. It was only at that moment did he realize that he had involuntarily let out a long sigh.
Then, he shook his head almost immediately. "It's nothing, I just want to be with you, just like how we were. I want to hug you to sleep every night, and wake up with you in my arms every morning too."
Celeste was stunned, she felt a little upset. She knew how he felt at that time, and she said in a soft voice, with hidden meanings behind her words, "Well, of course I would hope for that too. Besides, haven't we agreed to be together forever, and that we would never leave each other?"
Gary was shocked. That was right, he did say that.
A sharp look of pain and regret flashed through his eyes. He pursed his lips and felt immensely regretful. He might have to break that promise. After a long, long while, Celeste still did not hear Gary's reply. She understood the conflicting thoughts in Gary's mind.
After a slight pause, Celeste smiled, she looked up at him with tears in her eyes.
The look in her eyes were deep, her eyes were bright red, and it seemed so gloomy.
Celeste's heart was throbbing with pain. She mustered up her courage and told him, "Shall we do it again?"
Gary was stunned, he widened his mouth.
Those words, those requirements,
he remembered that he was the one who kept bringing them up in the past. However, why did it feel like Celeste was the one who kept bringing it up then?
Moreover, it seemed like Celeste had really changed a lot.
Gary blinked and asked her, "Aren't you satisfied yet?"
Celeste blushed and said, "No, we have been apart for a few days. Do you not miss me?"
Gary was stunned once more, he hurriedly shook his head.
Of course that was not the case.
Only God knew how much he missed Celeste.
Only God knew how reluctant he was to leave Celeste.
Only God knew how much he yearned for her.
He wanted nothing more than to be with Celeste all day and all night, for them to never be separated from each other ever again.
"I want it." Gary quickly explained, as if he was afraid that Celeste would misunderstand him. "I want you, Celeste."
"Then what are you waiting for?" Celeste's face turned red as she took the initiative to cling onto his neck, she did not give him any time to think at all.
The two of them completely immersed themselves on the soft and spacious bed.
Soon, Gary completely let himself free. He did not want to think about those nonsensical things anymore.
As for that d*mned woman, Janice, he would deal with her later on. He did not want to disappoint Celeste at that moment.
Celeste, on the other hand, was taking the initiative to approach Gary, completely letting her desire out. Her initiative stirred Gary's heart wildly. He wrapped his arms around her waist tightly.
Celeste, she
was
the girl who could
always make him go insane. He wanted nothing more than to rub her against him so strongly that they might become one. He did not want to be separated from her again for the rest of his life.
They breathed heavily, and their hearts beat violently.
The whole room was filled with a romantic aura, an aura which ignited the fire within the two of them, and it caused them to lose their minds completely.
At that point, Celeste was completely immersed in it, and she had drowned into the love and passion which the man was giving her. She could not resist him anymore.
In truth, she was very tired, but she herself did not know how to solve the problem.
That was the only thing she could do. That was the only thing she knew how to do, to tell Gary that she could understand him, that she trusted him. However, she too was afraid that once she told him about it, the results will still let her down.
She was unsure.
She could only treat him like that.
The two of them were entangled for a long, long time.
At first, Gary was extremely gentle.
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However, after a while, an abundance of emotions were gushing out of him. He wanted. nothing more than to hug Celeste so tightly that she would melt into his arms.
After a while, his actions gradually got rougher.
At first, Celeste could not bear it at all, but later, she gradually got used to it.
Celeste continued until she could not take it anymore, then she begged for mercy, "Gary, Gary, it hurts."
Gary suddenly came back to his senses. When he realized what he had done, he immediately spoke in a regretful tone into Celeste's ear, "I'm sorry, Celeste. I've hurt you."
Her eyes turned red from the pain. It might really have been too painful, or perhaps she had been holding on for too long, and it made her eyes turned
red right away.
The moment she raised her hands to hook around
his neck, tears fell from her eyes.
Gary was stunned by her tears, a trace of pained expression flashed passed his eyes.
Tears were still rolling down Celeste's cheeks, it slipped into her mouth and touched the tip of her tongue. She felt a salty and sad taste spread
through her mouth.
She sobbed while using all of her strength to respond to Gary.