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As I am starting to pack my stuff, I become emotional as I look around my apartment and see all the boxes. It makes me sad that this has been my home since I graduated from high school. Now that I am going back to live with my mother, I don’t even know how I feel about it. Shocked by how my life and how it has changed in the past couple months.

Matt has not been around, I haven’t seen him, I’m honestly thinking that he left. I am not sure what makes me upset with him leaving without saying goodbye. Not understanding what I did so terribly wrong. I’ve been trying to keep myself from being depressed, but it’s hard. I am so lonely. My mother said that she could hire someone to pack my things, so I wouldn’t have to, but I didn’t want strangers going through my things.

I decided not to wait 30 days to leave. I figured why wait. I would just leave now. It has been a week and nothing has changed. I thought things would get better, but they seem like they’re just getting worse. I want to trust my mother that Mr. Zeth will come around, but I am starting to lose all hope. I don’t want someone who thinks they can control my life, it is not theirs to control. I already have a mother who tries to control my every move.

As I am packing I see something I have no clue what it is, it almost looks like a camera. What the fuck am I being watched. I start looking around better, and I find them everywhere. I start to feel nauseous as I run into the bathroom and I throw up, and I begin to cry. Feeling so exposed and violated. I sit on the floor and put my back against the wall, bringing my knees to my chest to try to calm myself.

I need to get up as I’m going to get up. I found another one in my shower. I began to look for my phone. I need to call my mother to let her know what I have found. I’m shocked and not sure how this has happened. Or how I allowed all of this to happen to me. I was invisible and now I am being watched.

I find my phone and dial my mother’s phone number as I wait for her to answer. I then think I shouldn’t really involve her in this mess. I’m moving, maybe I should. I just let it go. My mom answers, “Jessica, hello sweetheart, are you there damn it, Jessica, answer me.”

I snap out of it when I hear my mother yell “yes mother I’m sorry I just wanted to tell you I’m almost finished if you want to send the moving staff over to carry my things that would be great.”

“Yes, I will call and tell them to head over.”Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.

“Thanks mom, I appreciate all you do for me, I love you.”

“Sweetheart, is everything okay?”

“Yes I will see you soon.”

I walk downstairs to the entrance of the apartment to wait for the moving staff to come. I don’t want them to go to the wrong apartment when most people hate me for what I’m not sure. I know I shouldn’t care why they hate me because I never did before. I just really wish that I was invisible again.

I see someone coming to the building, so I walk up to see them thinking it is the moving staff, but once I get closer, I realize it is not. I began to become so angry, wanting to punch him in the face. Wanting to mess up his perfect features.

“Hello Jessica, I see that you are moving, why is that?”

I don’t give him the satisfaction of me even looking at him. I ignore him and act like he isn’t even here. So, I ignore him even though there are so many things that I want to scream in his face, but knowing that it doesn’t matter what I say it won’t have any effect on him. He’s a man who gets what he wants that pays for nothing. I walk away, but he grabs my arm.

I try to loosen his grip, but there is no use. Please just leave me alone. I don’t want any problems.”

He smiles,” there won’t be any issues if you come work for me.”

“I don’t want to work for you. I will be just fine. I will find something, eventually.’

“I am really getting tired of you rejecting me, Jessica. If you don’t accept my proposal, it will be forced. I am a person who doesn’t take no for an answer.”

As he grips my arm tighter and dragging me up the stairs. We get to my apartment, he opens the door and throws me into my apartment. I become nervous, not sure what is about to happen.

“Please just go, I don’t want any of this.” He comes closer to me and picks me up by my hair. He then slams my body against the wall. As He smiles “you will be mine I can promise you that.”

He pins up against the wall “please Mr. Zeth let me go.”

He whispers in my ear “you can call me Adam.”

He kisses down my neck “Adam please stop I don’t want this.”

“Say my name again.”

Tears start to form wanting nothing to do with any of this. He puts his hand arm around my throat “say my fucking name now” as he grips tighter around my throat.

“Please Adam stop your hurting me.”

I can feel his hard cock against me, knowing he is getting turned on by scaring me. As he puts his hand down my pants, I close my eyes. He then inserts his finger into my pussy.

“Adam please no stop.”

“Moan for me Jessica, I want to hear your moan.”

He inserts his finger further inside me. I can hear him unbuckling his pants, then his zipper. I try to squirm out of his grip, but he is too strong. I can’t get away from him “Please Adam don’t if you stop i’ll work for you.”

He then whispers in my ear “you satisfy me and I won’t fuck you.”

“Please Adam just go, and I won’t say anything.”

He laughs “wrong answer, Jessica why are you so fucking stupid?”

He removes his finger from my pussy and takes his hand out of my pants. He licks his finger, “MMM God, you taste so fucking good.”

“I’ll see you at the office at 8:00am, don’t be late. You don’t want your sweet mother to have to pay for your consequences”.