Why did she " Divorce Me "

Chapter - 49

Varun's Pov.:-

After kissing her for good two minutes .. I left her lips .. she is panting and trying hard to calm her

raising nerves while resting her one hand over her deep necked blouse (top) which is showing her

boobs upper area .. while giving me angry glares ..

I had opened her hands while kissing her .. after some seconds she said " why did you kidnapped me ?

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" I didn't kidnapped you .. I am just taking back what's mine .. and dear you are mine " I said and

moved to her face to kiss her forehead .. but she pushed me back ..

" You had promised me that you will leave my house after getting your answers .. then why did you take

me with you .. you lier ! ? " Amoli said to me while beating my chest with her small soft fists .. but as I

am still bruised due to yesterday's beating .. it made me moaned in pain ..

Hearing my moaning she stopped her hands and started at my chest with pouted confused face .

I pulled her chin up and looked directly in her soft eyes ...

" Yes I had said that but I hadn't said that I won't take you with me .. accept it Amoli .. you were mine ,

you are mine and you will be mine till I am alive .. " I said in my dominating intimidating voice to make

her eyes go wide at my choice of words .

" Where are you taking me ? ... " She asked again moving more back when she saw me coming

towards her face ..

" I am taking you with me " I said...

" But why ? " She asked with confusion filled face ..

I pulled her and make her sit on my lap .. I rest my chin over her one shoulder while holding her at

place by placing my hands around her bare creamy waist ..

She is Shivering in my hold but I hugged her more tightly to make her back came more into my hard

chest to feel my heartbeat over her's .

" You don't know how hard it was for me to hold myself back ... When I got to know about you marrying

that creep .. *sigh* .. leave it ...

I am taking you with me because I can't live a single second without .. unknown to me you have

became my breath .. my heartbeat ... My peace ... I can't be sane without you ... The gist of all is that ..

I am nothing without you Amoli not a living being ... Without you I am dead ... You completes me ...

And yes I love you Amoli .. I love you " I confessed to her and kissed over her head which is decorated

in beautiful bun with flowers around it .

She didn't said anything but soon I heard her sniffing in my arms ... I moved her body over my lap and

pulled her chin up to see she is crying ..

" Why are you crying ? " I asked her but she shook her head side to side as no ..

I pushed her head over my chest and engulfed her in my arms to hug her tight .. she too hide her face

in my chest and started to weep ... While I caressed her head and pat her bare back with my other

hand ....

" Calm down ... It's enough .. now tell me why are you crying " I said cleaning her face with my

handkerchief ..

" I am not believing on you ... I know you will either kill me or sell my body organs " she said taking me

off guard ...

Do I am looking some tug or smuggler ... From where this came in her head ...

I laughed at her cuteness .. fuck she is looking damn hot , sexy , cute and seductive at the same time

with her red makeup messed face yet beautiful .

I kissed on her nose and rubbed my nose tip over hers ..

" I have enough money to live my life with you without doing anything Amoli so , there is no need to sell

you body organ and .. as I had said before .. I am repeating it again and will say it always from my

heart that I love you .. and will do ... So how could I kill you my love ... Killing you means killing myself ..

which can't be happen " I said over her shivering lips ...

" But my marriage with maverick .. " she was saying but I won't let her say anything .. I sealed her lips

with mine as I got jealous with the simple thoughts of her marrying someone else ... My

possessiveness and obsession for her took power over my head and I kissed her ...

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I left her lips to take breath ... She is panting .. I again attacked on her lips ... She too respond in this

one and moaned in my mouth when I sucked hard her lower lip ... Our lips are moving fast and hungrily

but with shortage of air in our lungs , our kiss became slow yet more sensual ..

We broke our kiss and I looked at her swelling lips ... They are looking more soft , red , plumping like

jelly ... I pecked on her lips .. while she is still taking deep fast breaths ..

She is always like this .. my single kiss takes all the energy of her body ... She is too pure ...

" You still love me .. knowing that I couldn't give you any child .. I am no use of you.. don't you hate me

or disgust to me " she said in her broken voice hiding her face behind her hands ...she is feeling herself

low ..

' I have to work hard on her ' I said in my mind .

I squeezed her waist and rest my forehead over hers ...

" You know what.. it happen for your good .. for our good .. " I was saying but stopped when I saw her

angry eyes ...

" First listen to me then say okay " i said to her ... She nod her head as yes still giving me death glares

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" If it won't had happened to you .. than you won't have given me divorce .. and I won't have realised

my mistakes in your absence while missing you ..

I know you want your own child every women wants it .. but love assume it .. if you successfully give it

birth while I still behaved in my fucked up ways with you .. tell me is that will be good for our child ?...

We lost our child not because of you .. stop holding that guilt in your heart , stop blaming yourself

because we lost it because I don't deserve it ... That child deserves a good life and when god saw me

being an animal with you .. he took it back from us ....

... and give our child new life in good environment filled house where he or she can learn good things

and live a good life ...

And we don't need kid .. see if you were not came across it .. then we won't have quasar with us ... She

is your life isn't she ? ... And you are mother to all the orphanage house kids .. they all calls you maa

and loves you like you are their mother ... Tell me if you have your own child you won't be able to meet

orphanage kids and won't have Quasar with you " I said to her and she nods her head still tears

running down her eyes to make her red cheeks wet ..

" Quasar ... Oh my god ... Where is she ? .. " she started to shout in panic ... I put my finger on her

mouth to make her shut it .

She looked at my face while shivering and panting .. " she is in other car .. with her nanny " I said and

here this woman started to throw her punches on my already bruised body ..

I moaned in pain but she didn't leave me ..

" How irresponsible you are .. you leave her alone to that unknown lady .. what if she hurt her or kidnap

her for money .. what if .. " I put my hand over her mouth to stop her all negative thoughts ..

" Fuck woman .. calm down .. but wow .. you are great mother you have literally killed me today ...

And do am I looking dumb who give his daughter's responsibility to anyone without any background

check ... She is a good woman .. and you know her .. " I said and that she asked who is that woman ..

" Shanti aunty " I said and her face relaxed in peace and shined in without any worry ..

She really trust her ... With quasar .

" What will my parents say and do .. you kidnap me now who will marry to maverick .. and my family

reputation .. it will be ruined because of you .. " she again started to fight with me ...

While just heard her curses silently .. without opening my mouth .. because for the fuck sake I need

rest .. I am tired ..

She rest her head on my shoulder as she is seating in my lap .. I cleaned her face and she hugged me

tight and cried in frustration because I didn't opened my mouth to answer her any bullshit .. ... Soon she

drifted in sleep ...

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" Sir we have arrived " my driver said and i jumped out from my car when my one bodyguard open door

for me .

I turned around to pickup sleeping Amoli .. I carried her in my arms in bridal style .. and she is also in

her bride attire .

I placed her sleeping body on her seat and put seatbelt around her .. and also I did same with myself

and hold my baby daughter in my arms .. she is in her play mode not in sleeping like her mother ...

My private jet's pilot and other staff members greet me and I to did the same ...

Soon flight took off and when it came in stable condition .. I removed my seatbelt and amoli's too and

took both my daughter and wife inside the room for a good comfortable sleep .

When I sit beside Amoli after placing her gently on bed .. she woke up from her sleep and looked at me

with her sleepy confused eyes .

She looked around and sit slowly sinking reality in her head ...

" Where are we going ? " She asked while caressing Quasar's head and looking at me ..

" My private island .. where no one can disturb us ! " I said and she looked at me ... In shock .

" Why are we going there ? .. I don't wanna go anywhere with you ! ... " She said while getting up from

bed ...

" But why ? ... We meant to stay together Amoli .. I love you .. brave .. right than we should stay

together " I said while holding her face in my hands gently .

" Varun. .. I am not understanding all this ... I am not understanding is it your love for me or you're sorry

for your deeds so you're doing all this drowing in guilt ...

It's hard for me to believe on you ... I can't truth you because my heart and brain both are warning me

to say away from you ..

And one more thing you can't force your love on me because I don't love you ! " she said ...

" What ? ... Stop lying babe .. I know you love me .. you are lying only to hurt me .. babe I am sorry .. "

she stopped my further words by pushing me back away from her body .

" Yes I loved you when you were my husband Varun .. only because you were my husband .. as it was

my right to love you and respect your all decisions without saying any word ...

Because apart being my husband you had never done anything good or something like which make me

fall in love with you ... More to that you had terrified me more from you and that love which I had for you

just fade away from my heart as our marriage bond fade away in air ... " She said

" But the care for me in your eyes .. it " she again broke me in the middle of my words.

" I also care for other peoples to Varun ... And in them some animals also comes like my bestfriend's

dog .. I also care him but it doesn't mean Varun that I love him or will live my whole life with it ...

Yes I feel care for you and I have no control over it because of our marriage time which I had spent with

you .. I am feeling pity on you that's why in pity that care or concern is coming in my veins for you

whenever I saw your sad face .. " she reasoned while completing lying to me ...

She took deep breaths with clenched fist and hold quasar in her hand and walk out from room ...

I just smirked because she still doesn't know that we are in air not on land ... and either she want it or

not she have to live her life with me .. only with me .

I too followed her and stood just two steps away from her body .. she is looking around with opened

mouth in surprise ...

I moved towards her and lowered myself to reach her ear and said in low husky voice " we are in my

private jet going to my private island .. "

She shivered and moved away from me and turned to me and said " you .. "

Her firing words put on brake when her stomach grumbled .. I laughed at her red embarrassed face ..

her eyes are low hiding from mine ..

I chined up her face and looked in her eyes ... " I know you love me and I also know why you are hiding

your love from me .. so , don't put pressure on your little brain to curse me ... Come you are hungry..

let's have our lunch " I said to her ...

And we both did our lunch ... And she sit beside me with puffed pissed face ...

" Accept me Amoli .. it will be good for you " I said with my smirk over my lips ..

" See still the same arrogant jerk ... Huh ... In the name of love trying to make me fool .." she said

sarcastically ..

I smiled at her hot looking avatar ... I quickly pecked on her forehead and give her magazine to read ..

She opened it still giving me her complete attention with her eyes throwing fire ball over my face .. I

winked on her and here she goes .. all dripped in shyness ..

She turned her eyes away from me while clearing her throat ... She looked at magazine and shout "

look .. this shameless guy .. saying I love you .. I love you .. but here see this creep .. hugging this

leach happily .. such a womanizer " she said and slapped that magazine over my confused face .

I looked at the magazine and fuck .. here I am really hugging a model .. actually she is my companies

brand ambassador and here I had hugged her in an award show ...

I looked at my beside where Amoli is giving me hard good with firing eyes .. her looks clearly says that

she is killing me in her mind ...

I opened my mouth to calm down my jealous angry bird .. but she wined before me and said " don't talk

to me you womanizer, playboy ... "

Saying this she went back in room and locked it .. while I just sighed and opened my laptop to read

mails ...

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We safely land .. and we reached at my villa ... Amoli followed me silently... With sleeping quasar In my

arms .. we trio came inside the house .. and all staff welcomed us ..

Amoli fresh up in her room .. yes in her room because I can't trust myself around her ... So I have given

her .. her separate room .

While I also took quick shower and went directly in dining room for dinner .

I served food to myself and Amoli .. which Amoli accept without any winching ...

We all slept in our room after completing our dinner ...

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Amoli's pov.:-

*Knock* * knock*

I walked up from my sleep hearing continuously knocking ... I looked at my side table to see time .. it's

4 am in morning ..

' Who is knocking ? ... ' I thought and got up while looking at my sleeping baby ..

' oh no .. is it some thief or some kidnappers .. or is this maverick on the door ? ' all the possible doubts

came running in my head to make my head spin in frustration .

I so confused.. what to do .. ' come on Amoli opened it .. let's see who have death wish at this early

morning .. who dare to wake me up ' my angry side boost up me ..

I opened the door and looked .. and blinked my eyes several time ..

' what is this ? ' I asked to my supper active sixth sense but no reply came .. I think it's also in confusion

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Because Varun is standing infront of my door with some ladies beside him in rows ...

' don't tell me I am going to witness his live group sex ! ' my dirty mind hissed on me with sarcasm .

And imagination itself made my sleepy confused face changed in eww disgust showing one .

" Come in garden area fast after freshing up ! " Varun said only this and walked out while one lady

came inside to watch me .. as I am obeying his words or not ..

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I came out from bathroom to see Varun is seating on bed while one maid is standing some steps away

from him listing his commands ..

He is in his workout clothes .. I got up from his seat when he saw me coming out from the bathroom .

" Go changed into this " he said giving me .. workout suit ..

He again said " go " .. I changed in those clothes and came out ..

He hold my hand and took me in garden area himself .. while I just followed him while admiring the

beauty around me ..

His Villa is so beautiful and the natural beauty around is so wonderful ..

" From today .. your treatment is started .. all the best love " he said and kissed my head ..

While I just mouth " treatment " ..

He nod his head with sad smile and said .. " I know you won't accept it .. bit Amoli you are looking

happy from outside but truth is that you are in depression which is not good for you ..

Just follow these yoga teachers and do your yoga properly .. it will help you in every way possible " he

said and introduced me to three yoga teachers .. one is the teacher whole other two are her instructors

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I sighed in relief when this yoga shoga .. got completed .. hell they have literally killed me with their

hard yoga postures ... They truly didn't shown any mercy on me .. even they kicked my puppy innocent

pleading look without any care ... They are 2.o version of Varun ... They have tortured me ... God .

' what god ! .. god ! .. in whole yoga process you have said only god's name reather than to inhale and

exhale properly .. you have given trouble to god itself with your continuous shouting ' my one side said

to me .. I also agreed with her because it's true ..

Because I accept it.., my body is not that flexible .. and now they my body's every joint is paining due to

stretching postures .

I walked like a zombie in zig zag motion due to soreness in my body ... I heard Varun's laughing sound

.. behind my dining chair ..

" So , how was it !? " He asked me from my behind .. while resting his hands over dining table with

caging me in the middle of them ...

" That was so horrible .. god why are you torturing me .. you know what that was so painful .. and here

you are laughing on me " I said and closed my eyes to relax my body ..

" Love it's for your good .. and here drink it " he said and took a cup from one maid who give it to him ..

He passed that cup before my mouth .. and it's smell itself is like .. unbearable .

" What is this ? " I asked while pushing his hand away from my face .. with shrinking face in eww .

" It's your herbal medicine .. it will treat your body .. and will build up and improve your blood circulation

as well as your embryo " he said and put it before my mouth again ..

" But I don't want to drink it " I said while shutting my nostrils pore with my right hands thumb and index

finger.

He looked at me raised eyebrows and bit his lower lip and called me to come to him with his big angry

eyes ..

I nod my head in no and run away from him around the dining table ... He too run behind me and here

we both played like it for good 5-6 minutes ..

He caught hold my hand and pulled me to him and said " drink it Amoli and after this you have to take

more meds after your every food .. "

And I literally rolled my eyes hearing his words .. ' like I will obey you ' I gave him this look with a smirk

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" If you won't obey me than I will ground you in your room for whole your life " he said calmly but his

words dripped out seriousness from it .. and here he is again controlling me as his will .

I obeyed him and gulped it in one go but after drinking it my head spined and my throat muscles twist

up and down .. for saying that I am going to puke but before I could it Varun put water glass before my

lips and I also gulped it ..

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I sighed and said " why you are giving me these poisonic medicine ? " ...All content © N/.ôvel/Dr/ama.Org.

" I know they are pretty bad but babe they are good for you .. and it will make your embryo muscles

strong and fertile " he said while holding my face in his hands ..

I looked up at him in disbelieve .. not believing in him .. why because I had did many checkups in

several hospitals and they have said that I have no charge ..

But he nod his head as yes ... Tears of hope slide down from my eyes ...

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We finished our breakfast and than again herbal medicine .. but this time I drank it without any fight ..

" How long this treatment will go ? " I asked him to which he said " maybe two or three or more months

or maybe it will go more than a year " he said ...

" Varun can I ask you something .. and I believes that you will answer me truthfully " I asked him .. he

nod his head and give me his complete attention while seating on his dining chair before me .

" Why are you giving me treatment .. i mean because you want child from me is it why ?.. " I asked him

my doubts ..

He hold my hands in his and squeezed them gently and said " no .. it's true that I have dreamt to have

kids with you .. but I am not doing it for that only .. because it's about your happiness and your identity ,

reputation in this society ..

Because I don't want anyone call you by names and hurt you .. " ..

His words touched my heart .. I smiled ..

" Come let me give you tour of this villa " he said and hold my head gently in his .. while Shanti aunty

took care of quasar in my absence ..

We roamed around and we talk and talk and talk

He is making lame jokes and I laughed at his every joke because I am liking being in his presence ...

Then we made deal that every day he will give me tour of any one place of this island .. and he said

yes ..

After a long time I am happy and feeling secure .. because again hope is inside me that I will also live a

normal life like others .

But one doubt is still in my head that is ' what if this treatment failed then will he leave me ? '

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